X'mas Eve

Not very well spent in the morning and afternoon but no choice. Spent half the day rotting at home & playing game. Then it started to become more interesting. Not really though.

Caught Alvin & the Chipmunks with Zhixiong, Calvin & Melodie. A pity Julian wasnt there with us. This show is a MUST-WATCH!!! The chipmunks are damn cute and sing very well. Theodore, the fattest chipmunk of the three, caught my attention. It's the fattest and shortest in size and its voice really melted me! Perhaps i sound gay but you guys have to watch it yourselves before commenting. =) I initially thought it was a childish or a bad show, but we had no other choices for other movies so we chose this. But, no regrets! If there are collectibles for the chipmunks, i'll surely buy them! Keep a lookout for me people!

X'mas

The day was spent working and nothing much is to be blogged. Oh btw, Robinsons is having the annual Robinsons Sale now. Tomorrow(27.12.07) is the last day(i think) so hurry people!! Everything is going cheap cheap cheap.

Yawns, working morning shifts really tires me out cos i have lesser rest. I dont have the habit of resting before 11pm daily.

Parents are leaving me at home from saturday onwards! Aww, gotta be independent. I think the hardest chores would be washing and ironing the clothes. Lol.

Alright, im going off. Bye. Hope you guys had a memorable X'mas and have a great year ahead! :)

Wakaos, super no life. It's X'mas Eve, my off day and i don have any activities! Going out for a movie or just a dinner would be good enough for me. I dont like the feeling of being cooped up at home!!! Work has been super tiring cos everyone is doing last minute shopping for x'mas. Due to this, customers get pissed off easily when i tell them there's no more stock for this or that. All those stinking attitude customers can just fuck themselves. It's not like as if we've the stock and donwan to give you. Fucking no-brainers.

Saw quite alot of friends ytd when i went to work. Primary school friends, close pals and old friends. Old as in not in terms of age okay.

After such a long time since we contacted, i had so much to ask and say to you but nothing came out from my mouth. I just felt stunned. I wanted to ask you what had happened.. Where have you been? How are you? But all these questions only emerged after we turned around after bidding goodbye. And you looked like nothing had happened. Im still at a lost of what to do now.

So this is Christmas, and what have you done? Another year over and a new one just begun.

Lol this reminds me to plan ahead and set resolutions for my new year.

& I've so many things i wanna buy! Quick payday payday come quickly!

Alright. Merry X'mas & a Happy New Year to all of you people! Have fun!

I'm feeling sick, literally.

I don't know why but you made me feel just so disappointed in you.

Good old days? I think it's crap old days.

Aha! It's fun working nowadays cos i got used to the environment and staff alr. & i look forward to different customers everyday! But today those 'cheena' customers really got on my nerves. I really couldnt understand what the fudge they were talking about cos of their accent. I tried to 'shake' them off me but they just kept pestering me when im like so busy.
My colleagues had their off days today and some celebrate Hari Raya Haji, so i was stationed at my dept all alone! I felt like i was superman for some moments when i had to serve or attend to five customers at a time. Hahaha. Midnight shift till sunday again. Aww so sad. But X'mas is just next week! At least this is smth to feel happy about, right? And yay, my off day is on Xmas eve. =)
Im trying to catch up with the show Golden Path thats on Channel 8, 9pm every weekday. It's nice lar. Cos got Felicia Chin! Damn, she's so pretty. ( sorry, this is so random. )
Oh ya, Calvin's back from Camdodia alr. Haha im so glad that he is. At least when im really bored i can pull him out to accompany me for a chat. :)
It's been so long since i met up with my balling dudes alr. Hopefully someone will organise an outing so we can catch up? That is if anyone happens to read this blog and is from my clique. Haha.
Alright, go watch my show alr. Ciaos & nights ! Hohoho!!!

Work was tiring, cos i had to work till midnight from fri to sunday during the peak hours. And everyone is trying to do some last minute shopping for X'mas gifts. Sunday was the worse day, i was the only sales associate at my dept, all the customers treat me like superman! Couldnt even take a break for hours from standing. =/ I hope weekdays will be much better.

It feels like there's no one there for me. I wish to have a person whom i can talk to. Or maybe i used to have one or two, but they just seem to have vanished from my life now. If this is the way you want it to be, and this makes you happier, I'm happy for you too.

我们连朋友都不是了

你也没有舍不得...

This song is nice(my blog's song now). And for ppl who cant differentiate voices, the vocalist is a male thankyou. :) He's from a band in Taiwan called Sodagreen, 蘇打綠.

I like this song 小情歌. It's melody, lyrics and the techniques used in the song.

你知道　就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒 我會給你懷抱

受不了　看見你背影來到

寫下我　度秒如年難挨的離騷

就算整個世界被寂寞綁票 我也不會奔跑

逃不了　最後誰也都蒼老

寫下我　時間和琴聲交錯的城堡

ROBINSONS!

This job is quite fun la, im posted to Mens' wear dept so im rather comfortable working there. Havent tried cashier-ing yet cos i havent learn. =P The senior staff and my supervisor are all very friendly and approachable. Oh ya, i got to know a few colleagues already. There's a guy who also plays basketball! Same hobbies = more topics to talk about, so he's my closest friend over there in Robinsons now. =)

My first visitor on my first day of work was Peggie! Haha, had a short chat with her & then had to serve my customers already. 2nd day of work Peggie and Junyin came but just for a short while as their breaks were ending. Thanks for visiting!!! Hahaha.

From my 2 days of working experience, i realised that schooling is so much more interesting than working. I'd rather go to school where i can see all my friends and learn new things everyday. Working is like doing the same routine over and over again daily. Somemore cannot sit! My legs are not run on batteries okay. =X

X'mas period now, and its sure to be crowded for this period of time when everybody is getting X'mas presents. Sat tmr, sigh. Good game liao la. =(

Okay la, kinda shag already.

People, visit if you want! Remember 3rd floor Robinsons, Raffles City! Hahahaha. =)

Bon voyage to Ferran who has left us, oops i meant he went overseas for a holiday trip. Pls buy something from US for us! :P He'll only be back next year...it sounds like he'll be gone for a long period of time but actually next year is just about 2weeks away. Hahaha.

& In 6 more days, Calvin would be back from Cambodia! =) He's online chatting with me! hahaha i sound like a fudging gay i know.

Sigh, starting work tmr alr. Which means that i cannot have fun with my friends like usual anymore, for a month! Or maybe not a month, cos i'll have off days on weekdays per week. =)

I dont really dread work, but i dread working and having meals alone. People tell me i can make new friends with the colleagues there. But it just doesnt seem to really make me feel any better. Hopefully i can adapt to the new environment quickly, if not the job will be so boring for a month. =(

I find that im contradicting too, i wanted a job so badly and now im dreading it. Humans are all like that, or is it just me? Lol. Alright. Enough of complaining...

Wish me luck for tmr - First day of work in Robinsons...

WAKAOSZX I GOT A FUDGING HUGE BA-LU-KU ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY HEAD!

All due to my playfulness. & its so pain omfg !!

Cannot sleep on my left side liao. :x

I am desperately in need of an egg to rub the bump... =(

Tomorrow is my last day of freedom.

How i wish we could still be friends, chatting about anything under the sun like we used to.

09/12/07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WATSON TOH!

10/12/07

Belated b'day celebration for Watson out with the guys. Supposedly we planned to have our dinner at Ajisen cos Ferran said there was vegetarian food for Bingy. There was like only one bowl of ramen that was vegetarian. -.- When he came back to meet us outside Ajisen we tricked him and beat him up. And im serious, we beat him up in Plaza Singapura where everyone were watching lol.

In the end we chose Swensens over Ajisen cos the food was seriously more filling and also had more vegetarian choices. After having our main course, we surprised Watson with his b'day cake and sang the b'day song loudly, right in Swensens. hahaha. Oh yah, e cake was as hard as stones, especially the strawberry!! lmao.

Total bill added up to near $200. We can really eat! =D But the food and fun was worth the money spent =) Ferran requested for 8 balloons and we took 1 each initially, but it was him who carried them around after some time. Then we found many ways to dispose of the balloons, one was even thrown down from the top storey down accidentally. =D

Wanted to catch a movie but there were no more shows except The Golden Compass, & i happened to watch it alr.

I really pity ferran, he was bullied by all of us today so many times but he didnt get irritated or annoyed. (maybe he did but we didnt know) Hahaha, i hereby apologise for all the blows i dealt to him.( if u're reading this. =P )

We really had a great time today. Didnt seem to feel sia suay for the things we did today in public at all. Just like as if we were living in our own world! Bball session with the guys tmr!

Hopefully my training isnt scheduled tmr... =

Nights everybody.

Went shopping at Chinatown with my relatives ytd night. There wasnt anything much to buy as most of the items were mainly for tourists. I chanced upon a singing competition, and what caught my attention was a cute little boy who was one of the contestants. He danced one of Cao Ge's song upon request from the host. He really has that amazing charm.. lol. I know i sound gay. Oh ya, he sang Jay Chou's Ju Hua Tai as well! Without using any 'fake voice' at all. I think he'll grow up to be a potential singer! =D

Went to a temple and prayed for a short while. Then had dessert together. Damn, the woman who was at the stall had a stinking attitude. She was like so fcuking rude to my mum and her face was like Justice Bao. I hope her stall close down hahahaha.

Many many local delicacies there! I'm gonna go there try all the food!! Yum yum. Trained home after everything =)

They left today morning (just now) already. My family is going to K.L in late December and i cannot take leave from my job =( The next time i can see them would be during the Chinese New Year. Awww, so long.

Starting my job soon.. So i wanna play to my fill till 11th. Then i would be officially deprived of freedom for 1 month lol.

你最近还好吗 ?

Back from chalet!
Chalet M at Aloha Changi
This chalet was our first chalet when we were in Sec 2 as well. Since we started there, we end there. :]

Well, this year's chalet was unexpectedly disappointing. There were only about 10 ppl who stayed overnight at the chalet.( Ms Wong, Ting Hui, Pui Man, Queenie, Yong Ern, Yu Jian, Hong Tat, Zhi Yong, Wei Xuan ) The rest of the people were either working or didn't wanna come. -.- It's our last chalet together but yet it seems that it's the most boring one we ever had since Sec 2. We even had 2 empty rooms in the chalet.
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05/12
The first day was boring, played poker card from afternoon till night. Then we had curry chicken for dinner =) After which, we went to catch the Golden Compass at Tampines Mall.
It's a must-watch! I loved the graphics and the sound effects of the movie. I'm gonna watch the next serial of this movie...
Oh ya, not to forget, my friends and i went to explore the Old Changi Hospital (OCH) when we returned to the chalet. Met 3 guys who were also there for the same purpose and we decided to join them since they had torchlights. I think there was nothing special in it. But the whole building does give off a creepy feeling. =X We only went up to the fourth storey and decided not to go up any higher, it would be hard for us to escape in case of emergency too.
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06/12
Second day was the BBQ day. I expected more ppl to turn up on this day but much to my disappointment, this did not happen. Few of the girls came for the BBQ and left shortly after. Played mahjong in the afternoon with my friends till about 6pm and we went to get ready for the BBQ. Then the girls ( Ting Hui, Queenie, Caroline) wanted to explore the OCH too, so this time round we 'showed' them around the place. hahaha.
I got stang by some ant look-alike insects. Blood oozed out from the wound immediately after i pulled that insect away from me. Damn, it had two super sharp fangs at its jaws. My fingers and toes were the victims. =(
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07/12
Then we returned to the chalet and mahjonged all e way till 4.30 am today.
Watched sunrise at a dunno-what-it-is-called jetty. It was a fudging long walk from the chalet that spot. More than 3km! Imagine not sleeping for 2 nights and then walking such a long distance in the morning cold breeze. I could barely open my eyes while walking.
Then we had breakfast at Changi Village and we returned to the chalet for a short nap since there was still time before checking out. Hong Tat, Yong Ern and Yujian left earlier and there was only me and Zhi Yong with the girls. Checked out at 9am and set off for home sweet home (=
Slept for five hours when i got home. =P
Alright, such a wordy post and i think there should be some photos taken at the chalet. :]
Give your eyes a break!

Chef Wong displaying her culinary skills.

This is her masterpiece!





















































With side dishes of fries, fried chicken and 'cha wan mu shi' .

































Us BBQ-ing. Yu Jian using his hand as the temperature/heat sensor.







































Taken just today at 1+ am.

































The girls.

Sunrise.

Alright, that's all folks! I dont really like posting photos cos i dont know how to -.- This took me at least an hour. lol.

I wonder if there'll be a chance for 2D'05 to reunite again under one roof..

the next time we meet would be when the O level results are released.

Talking about results, im kinda worried... Can i make it to a good course? Can i even make it to poly?

If i was more well-prepared.

Went for the job briefing at Robinsons today. seems like there is no one i know there.

Guess i need to make new friends. (:

I hope i wont die of loneliness there! hahaha.

Calvin has flown to Cambodia and wont be back after two weeks. -.-

Who's gonna accompany to eat supper in the middle of the night and listen to my crap during this 2 weeks !?!?!

Anyway come back safely! Oh yah, this applies to my friends who went for the competition at Genting! (:

I'm going 2D chalet tomorrow!! Wont be back till 7th..

Life feels just so empty.

Went to work at julian's workplace today as waiter again to earn some income.
Though it was super tiring, i had lots of fun and learnt a lot of new stuff too..
Everyday is a learning journey to me now, i look forward to a brand new day! [:
Im working tomorrow too. (=
But my limbs are aching badly now. Gosh.
Poor me, i bought a ramly burger for dinner just now.
And guess what? I actually forget my keys today.
Then had to go meet my brother to get the keys at his friend's house. -.- Pity my legs.
I'm like damn shag now, gotta rest for now.
& 2D's chalet is tomorrow! But i think im going on the 5th =)
CIAOS~~~

I guess everything is alright now. [:

Finally 雨过天晴 le! Haha. A burden off my chest at last.

Oh yah piece of good news for myself.

I've found a job!!!

It's at Robinsons but i only start work on 13Dec to 13Jan.

In addition:

• I cannot be late for all working days
• No MCs or unpaid leave
• Cannot be late for more than 15mins and cannot leave early.

Lol. If i abide by the terms and conditions, an extra amount of $220 would enter my pocket! =D

So i better be as fit as superman for that one month. =)

But i need a short, temporary job to kill time and also earn some income before 13 Dec.

Any recommendations, anyone?

I'm feeling so happy that i can smile for 24 hours non-stop lol.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay, just being random.

Ciaos, gotta prepare to meet my clique.

Oh yah ( its 1230am ) haha, night life. =P (Morning i meant.)

Played ball with the usuals today. First CC got the stupid wushu thing, so we went to 219 and then the taiji women wanted to use the court. They only have like less than 10 ppl and they want to have the whole court to themselves. -.- Lame shitttttt. Damn the strain on my arm.

It's getting on my nerves.

I wont know what to say when i see you, i wont know what to do at all.

Im having second thoughts whether to go for the chalet.

Sigh.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk man.

Perhaps i phrased my words wrongly and it gave you a very wrong meaning of what im trying to say. We didn't expect you to GET a job for us, only wanted you to make a call. It was what you said you would do initially. And for those days that we couldnt reach you on the phone and didnt see you. How do we know you're actually working?

And you also told us you'd go MIA after the chalet, i just thought u really did that.

It was out of care and concern from all of us. Maybe we just didnt express it the way it should be.

But after julian informed us that you were working everyday then we knew the whole story.

How can you say we dont trust you? This sentence seems a bit too serious to be used among the four of us.

I already sent a msg to you to explain the whole thing. It's up to you to accept it now...

some people said friends would last forever.

i hope its true.

It's been so long since we last contacted.

I guess your life is much better, much more peaceful without me.

If i could choose again, i guess i'd choose the other path which is longer.

I'd choose to be your good friend. I suppose it'll last longer.

Since i made the wrong choice and things have come to this, perhaps we aint even close friends anymore.

Live on with your life happily, there will always be someone out there praying you'll find your happiness soon.

This is all i can do for you.

I loved you, but not anymore.

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开

My day started off negatively.

Met up with Julian & Calvin, first thing they did was to quarrel. & all i could do, was to point out their mistakes to them. but it didnt seemed to help at all. Somehow they became on good terms after awhile.

Then as i thought 雨过天晴 already, conflicts occured yet again. Sigh, i could only watch helplessly and couldnt stop them.

Quarrels after quarrels. Someone tell me what's true friendship please.

In the end, things changed for the better i think. Julian treated us to Pizzahut for dinner. damn rich lah him. money spend like water. =X but we had a great time [:

After that wanted to take 969 back to Yishun from woodlands, but julian's "good" idea to take 856 took about 1 hour to reach yishun when we could like reach in 30mins? I vowed not to take bus 856 unless necessary. hahaha. dumb.

It's best not to make a promise about any recommendations for jobs if u aint sure that u can keep that promise. Especially when its concerning your own close friends. ( brothers ) At least dont give us false hope. If you know who you are and happen to see this, dont be offended i dont mean anything.

Will our friendship last?

It's been 8 years with the three of you. I really hope we could keep this friendship going till the day we leave the world. Time will test and show how strong our friendship is.

Hopefully it's strong, as strong as how i think it is.

Please dont prove me wrong, brothers.

ANYONE WITH LOBANG FOR JOB PLS RECOMMEND ME. I'M DESPERATELY IN NEED OF MONEY. THANK YOU! [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!

The cake tasted weird, or should i say awful? Oh well, pathetic birthday cake.

Felt so guilty. Tsktsktsk.

Sometimes i'll think how much my mum has done for me. She's always taking care of me when i'm sick, offers me advice when i confide in her, always calling to know my whereabouts ( this is showing care&concern! ) although i always find her naggy. But this is definitely not my true feelings. I know she loves and cares about me!

I LOVE YOU TOO, MUM! [:

I've been slacking my days off this few days. Really rotting if this continues. I'd rather work till im dead tired everyday, at least i'll be doing something and earning an income.

JOB HUNTING~~~

Ciaos.

I'm back from chalet! [:

First day of the chalet was the best i think, with some of the primary school mates who came at night for the BBQ. Only Yvonne and Kimberly stayed for the night, we played games and drank and had a looooooooooooong chat till daybreak. The two then left in the afternoon the following day. So only the four of us (guys) were left in the chalet, went swimming after some time.

Corine then came to the chalet with Mac( our dinner! ) in the evening and we just slacked our time away. The night was damn boring and lifeless.

Damn, i made the chalet sound so boring. But truthfully i only enjoyed myself on the first day of the chalet. It was rather heartwarming to see my primary school friends after so long. (:

I wished you'd come to the chalet initially like you promised to. But i didnt carry much hopes gradually. Perhaps im not intending to, anymore. I thought about alot of stuff when i was drinking.

I should let go.
I should move on.

And by the way, i dont know whether i should say im jobless now or not. My waiter job is rather unstable, as in the schedules. Perhaps i'll be finding a stable and permanent job. Wasted money to buy black shoes. -.-

I'm broke after this chalet!!!

Fuck this lifeless life.

Started working ytd as a waiter. The job was rather tough, had to do many chores. But fortunately everything went smoothly. Now i understand money is hard to come by.

Oh well, chalet's tmr!! Been waiting for this day to come since the O's period. The first self-organised chalet by Calvin, Julian, ZhiXiong & me. I'm feeling excited and looking forward to the chalet!

It's something like a gathering for the primary school mates after four years, hopefully the people invited would make their appearance tmr. [:

It's gonna be FUN im sure.

But im having a little sore throat, i want to BBQ !!!

Alright, short & boring post for today.

Update after the chalet!

Take care peeps...........

Ciaos.

I came across a video on Youtube just now and i felt that it's a must to share this with you people. Many will feel the same way i do, im sure. The massacre of the dolphins by the Japanese. After watching the video, you may really despise the Japanese government, pity the victims and maybe puke. ( if you're weak )

Okay, warning again.

THIS IS NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED!

Damn, these dolphins are mammals just like humans. And what did they do wrong to deserve this fucking treatment by these Japanese bastards?

Humans eat ANIMALS, NOT MAMMALS.

You fucking sick Japanese, first in the WW2 humans were tortured and killed, now you morons turn to dolphins.

BURN IN HELL YOU SUCKERS.

Oh well, I really hope something would be done to stop these killings of the dolphins. They are just innocent and cute creatures. Have a heart, people.

Now, how do you guys feel after watching this video?

Went gym & played ball with the guys today. Havent start working yet. I've a contradicting mind. I know i need to earn money but i don really feel like working. Perhaps i feel that working would deprive me of my freedom. I guess i need some good time management and organise my schedules properly. There's so many things i want to do in this long holidays. Oh btw, i guess i can forget about going to Jay's concert in 2008 already, tickets WERE selling fast but i realised it was all sold out. Sigh, i WANT & MUST go to his next NEXT concert. [:
Everybody's getting PSP consoles, i'm considering whether to get one too =P
But again, it concerns MONEY.
Alright, i think im starting work on saturday. Hopefully everything goes smoothly for me!

Basketball is a game of teamwork where everyone has their roles to play. It's not a one-man perfomance game. Please change your selfish mentality and flaunting your moves. Even if you want to, dont do it in the basketball court. You belong to the circus dude. Bloody hell f*** off, you're an insult to basketball.

Went to watch the basketball competition in the afternoon with the guys - Bingy, Jonathan, Vincent and ZhongShou. CCHY thrashed the hell outta Pierce Sec today. Lol. we went to slack our time away at suntec city, mainly in the arcade till 8plus. -.- Anyway the purpose of this post is to plan a list of the things i want to get / save money / work towards for [: Here goes :

1) Money for self-organised chalet.

2) New handphone! (probably w580i )

3) Apparel wear ( Tank top* )

4) New backpack

5) Shoes! (Converse, i suppose)

6) X'mas gifts?

7) Jay's world tour concert on 18th/Jan/2008

This is about it, perhaps i have too many things i want but i just can't think of anymore other than this few now. But the point is, i'd need to start working to achieve my goals!

MONEY MONEY HERE I COME!

I'll be away for 3 days from the 14th-16th Nov for chalet.

I'm looking forward to 2D chalet in Dec, really hope it will be fun. [:

That's all folks! Ciaos.

HUAT AH!

Hahaha people i'm back! Today 06/11/2007 marks the end of 'O' Levels for me! Finally its a burden off my chest & guess what? Time to relax, and also find a job soon to earn some bucks to buy the things i NEED and WANT. [:

MONEY MONEY MONEY!

Anyone has lobangs for jobs please kindly recommend me. ( sounds desperate eh? )

All the papers were okay except Maths paper 1 & Social Studies which i believe i kinda screwed up. Oh ya, D&T today was crap. I think im gonna fail again. Yawned umpteen times in just the first few mins of the paper. Oh well, what's over is over. All i can do is to pray at the temple for good results. =D

Quite a number of things happened during this exam period, but since its passed so long. There's no point mentioning it again.

Anyway, all the best to those who still have their Science Paper1 on next monday!

That's all peeps! Will be updating more frequently since im so free now :x

All that i've went through to make you feel happier.

Alright enough of emo posts.

I decided i need to make some changes about myself. Changes as in EVERYTHING about myself.

Mum nagged at me taking pocket money everyday when i always have my meals at home. Then when i want to go out to study she'll nag and say " Why cannot study at home? See you study outside your prelims results also not good. "

Conclusion: Parents are always contradicting.

I'm like WTF. Then had a quarrel with her. I take pocket money also can save it for rainy day use what, why cant she understand?

It's been so long since i see my clique, kinda miss them & their crapping. But i know everyone's mugging like crazy while i'm still blogging! Hahaha, bingy reminded me to study though. Thanks darling~ [:

Sci Practical Exam & Lecture tomorrow!

Wish me tonnes of luck people!

Good luck to the people taking the exam tomorrow too [:

See ya peeps, FINAL HURDLE!

P.S-> Oh yeah, wont be updating till after the O's from now.

ALEX NEEDS A TURNING POINT IN LIFE. [:

HAHAHA! I came across a new Jay Chou song recently. Its very cute & has a very different style from other songs. Jay Chou fans its a must to listen to this! Even if you're not a fan of him, you can try to listen too! You must find the lyrics & find out what he's trying to sing too. =P Okay, here goes! 牛仔很忙

The MV is very hilarious! Jay actually dancing... hahaha.

It just feels like i've been kicked aside after being used.

All those words you've said, were they just casual remarks?

i tried damn hard to stop thinking but i cant.

i'll lose my mind if this continues...GRRRRRRRRR.

i wake up in the middle of the night to realise my pillow is wet & eyes swollen. ( wet not due to my saliva okay. )

well, i know i did all i could already, all i can do now is hope for the better...

Okay, vent my frustrations doing some exercises already.

FOCUS!

2 more days to Sci - Practical!

Bring me to somewhere far far away, where no one knows me.

Isolation

i'm really having mixed feelings now.

just cant seem to grasp what you're thinking.

this kind of 'blow cold blow hot' feeling really really sucks.

you're merely hurting me more this way.

all i want now is just remain like how we were.

& u made it seem so impossible.

you told me so many things that made me felt so happy.

but what's happening now?

is there any reasons that i do not know?

i wish i could rewind time.

everytime i want to send you a sms, i would end up deleting everything i typed.

nothing i write would seem to make a difference.

To be loved is definitely better than loving someone.

i guess you want to be alone now.

i will back off...

do remember there's always someone waiting.

i feel so detestable.

FUCK.

Okay i've been tagged to do a quiz by Vincent and its a very long one.. Here goes!

1. (the person who tagged you is...) My BUDDY - VINCENT!
2. (your relationship with him/her is...) Clique, Classmate, balling pals, Good friends!
3. (five impressions you have of him/her...) Great character, sensible, sarcastic, thinker, funny!
4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) Giving some sensible advice to me when i need it..
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) haha.. cant really remember but shld be rather insulting? hahaha!
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will...) Im straight, so is he!
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things of he/she has to improve on will be...) Not possible right?
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) Do nothing? Just dont get in each other's way, but definitely we wont! Good friends yah!
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...) We provoking each other till our limits?
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is...) Help him in anyway i can in our studies?
11. (your overall impression of him/her is...) A very good friend to have (:
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) Unfriendly, dao. But actually im not! (:
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is...) Passion for basketball. never dies.
14. (on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is...) Shy. LOL.
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is...) Just wanna be me.
16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them...) Thanks for all the care and concern! I'll do the same if u treat me well! (:
17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

#o1 Zacson OngZhongShou
#o2 Alicia Ho Mun Yee
#03 TeoChoonWei Jonathan
#o4 WongJinLong
#o5 Ames SuaFengAn
#o6 Chia Ming Xuan
#o7 Ferran Tan Fei Wen
#o8 Shauna Chng Chun Hui
#o9 Edmund Chan Siang Teck
#1o Valerie Ong Jia Yi


Sorry im just trying to fill up the empty spaces yeah... =P

(who is no.6 having relationship with?) Matthew i guess? Last long eh! (:
(Is no.9 a male or female?) Male! Correct me if im wrong. hahaha.
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) LOL.Ferran and Valerie. Not much has to be said anymore i guess? People from our school should know! Compatible! No offence though.
(What is no.2 studying about?) Alicia Ho. I don think she needs to study, EOYs just ended!
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) Jon teo! Erm probably 2 or 3 days back... (:
(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) Shauna? i seriously have no idea about this. hahaha.
(Does no.1 has any siblings?) ZHONGSHOU - only son!
(Will you woo no.3?) Im straight! But i guess he needs a girl about my height? hahaha.

(How about no.7?)Nope of course. hahaha.
(Is no.4 single?) Jinlong! Single & Available i guess? hahaha.
(What's the surname of no.5?) ai mai? mai SUA!
(What's the name of no.10?) Valerie Ong Jia Yi! MEOW~
(What's the hobby of no.4?) EAT!!
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) Yeah definitely, both are soccer mates! & pros too!

(Where is no.2 studying at?) CCHY!
(Say something casual about no.1) Funny like a clown!
(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?) Shauna? No no no, im not her type and she's not mine. (:
(Where does no.9 live?) Edmund! Admiralty i guess?
(What color does no.4 like?) Vincent says its black, so black it is! (:
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) Haha yeah, they are classmates and partners too!
(Does no.7 likes no.2?) Ferran & Alicia! Hohoho. sparks may fly! but ferran has his targets... (:
(How did you get to know no.2?) Alicia, through msn? hahaha.
(Does no.1 have any pets?) Hamsters! very cute!
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) Yeah sexy with his height.. able to win the attention of the girls (:

Phew! Finally finished the whole quiz. Im off to study now. TATA~
MUG HARD PEOPLE...

好想你 . . .

You guys must watch this man! Greatest voice - VITAS!

new song on my blog. named Hao Peng You which is sang by Luo Zhi Xiang.

this song seems to match my emotions now, and expresses my how i feel.

the lyrics goes . . .

像两首节拍不同的歌　却又同时被爱情合奏旋律勉强着　愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中 有宽阔的天空　但空气好稀薄曾经以为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我但是最后时间证明了　你只喜欢我
你说我 比较像 你的好朋友　只是不小心拥抱着你道歉　你难过　于是我给你笑容　谁在乎我的心　还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱　我曾希望用全音符　吟唱出　爱上你那完整的幸福　但你的心没有耳朵　即使我 为你唱着歌
你也只 看见我 哭了　你说我 比较像 你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着你道歉　你难过　于是我给你笑容　谁在乎我的心　还会不会寂寞
曾经以为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我但是最后时间证明了　你只喜欢我
你说我 比较像 你的好朋友　只是不小心拥抱着你道歉　你难过　于是我给你笑容　谁在乎我的心 Ho 还会不会寂寞
你说过 我是你 最好的朋友却不应该再拥抱着　你退缩 你冷漠　于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心　会永远的寂寞

i dont just wanna be your friend...

hurting.

mixed feelings & all.
i seriously DESPISE you man.
mother fcuking disgrace to men.
all the pain you brought to her.
you should just vanish from earth.

i would really want to give u a good beating if i could.
go FUCK yourself.
CB.

Graduation

Alright, as you can see from the title above, this post will be dedicated to my close ones in CCHY to thank them for everything they have done and the wonderful memories i had with them.

Firstly, there is my clique of brothers who are always there for me.

Jonathan Teo - The first friend i made on the first day of school when i stepped into Sembawang campus. My initial impression of him wasn't quite positive i must say, but gradually i got to know him better and i realised he's an interesting friend. Though we did have some misunderstandings in the past, but i think it made our friendship even stronger and bonded us closer. He's not only one of my best pals and he's my partner in basketball too. I bet we won't ever forget the days we trained in basketball. Excel in piano playing my friend! Due to him, i got to know two guys who are also in my clique too.

They are Vincent and Ferran.

Vincent Tan - A person who always talks logic and sense, with strong leadership and influence too. Our common topic is mostly about NBA & basketball but its really great to have his company around. Oh ya, he can always talk sarcastically, maybe thats why we could click well. All the best to you in playing euphonium, hope to see you in some major concerts! Keep in touch!

Ferran Tan - Got to know him in sec 1 but wasn't on close terms with him as far as i remember until in sec 2 when we started to have our meals together during recess. He's very friendly and nice to talk to. Overall he's quite a nice chap and has a unique charm that made him so popular with girls, or maybe its him trying to get close with them, this i'm not too sure. But i know he treats friends well. I hope you can get into the school you want & grow as tall as your brother. (:

Through Vincent i got to know a guy named Zhong Shou as they were bandmates and also good friends.

Zhong Shou - A super entertaining friend with his antics that could amuse almost everyone. He's also very friendly and always cheers me up and also gives advice when i meet with problems. Being with him is never boring as he has the ability to make himself high as well as doing it to other people. Please study harder and perhaps we can go into the same poly after O's. Don't give up on yourself & good luck. (:

And through ZhongShou i got to know Bing Guang.

Bing Guang - Fwah, a very special surname yeah? He's one of my closest buddies in school and i think he's a good person to confide in as he will lend you a listening ear and give constructive advice to guide me along. And he always accompany me after school when we've nowhere to go. Thanks darling! (thats a term we call each other but we're straight.)

Last but not least there is Jason!

Jason Ong - A super nice chap i got to know only last year, he's very helpful too. Thanks for helping me buy mi fen mian during recess! And he's very good in his studies too, i always see him helping Jonathan in his studies. A really nice person to befriend. All the best to you too!

I will never ever forget the times we had together, balling, singing, crapping, shopping and many more! I love you guys. ( friendship okay. :P )

I hope all of us will be able to keep in touch after 'O' Levels, be it meet up for basketball or even just to chit-chat to catch up with one another yeah? Brothers for life!

Okay, now for the girls that i got to know in 1A & 2D.

They are Fidiria, Valerie, Veronica, Lily, SweeLian,TingHui & PuiMan.

They form the seven dwarfs! Ms Wong as Snow White & me as the... Prince. I know i may sound disgusting and childish, but they are beautiful memories!

Fidiria Tan - One of my close female friends i had in sec 1 & 2 whom i could talk anything with her under the sun. Remember the days we went shopping? Though we don't usually talk in school now but it's really nice knowing you. Thanks for the pleasant memories we had together. No regrets at all. (: Hope to stay in touch even after we part yah? Don't forget me! All the best.

Valerie Ong - Garfield! She's also one of my closest female friends i had and i really enjoyed her company, we used to hang out together and confide in each other. But we dont talk much anymore. It's quite a pity but i cant help it as we have our own social circle of friends. I really miss you as a friend, your company is missed! I remember i used to bully you and your reactions were always so amusing. A very nice friend who would give wise advice too. Thanks for everything in the past! You'll not be forgotten yeah?

Veronica Ang - She's a great friend who never fails to cheer you up when you're feeling down, provide help when needed. I know we had some disputes in the past, but i hope we are still friends. (: She can be really wild when she's high, i bet the people in her class would understand. But that's what made her so natural. She's also a friend who's able to keep secrets well. My ah-ma! (: All the best to you in future!

Lily Low - She came to our class 2D in sec 2 and i got to know her when we started talking in Chinese class. She's also amiable and cheerful to everyone in class. I used to confide in her and we could chat about any topic too. But after we went to different classes, we didn't have much chances to speak to each other anymore. Oh ya, she's my mummy! A term i used to call her in the past. Kinda miss those days. Good luck to you in getting into the courses you want! Keep in touch too.

Swee Lian, Ting Hui & Pui Man - I'm not exactly close to them but they've been my classmates for 2 years in lower sec but i know they are good friends! I want to say thank you to you all for everything too! (:

Peggie, my disciple, also helped me in one way or another when i had problems (:

Peggie Lim - Only got to know her in sec 3 i think? My initial impression of her is very dao and hostile. haha so i didn't dare to even say hi to her in school. But as time goes on i got to know her better and i found out she's actually not what i expected her to be. Thanks for all your care and concern all this while! But we never talked face to face in school before, aww so sad. =/ All the best for O's !

Now for the two besties in class besides ZS & Vin, they are Ames & Jack Ken.

Ames Sua - My singing partner in class! He always sings with me anytime anywhere. & he's got alot of talent, magic composing songs and etc. Impressive huh? haha, he's always entertaining people and teasing people. One of our 'happy fruits' in class. Thanks for always trying to cheer me up when i emo okay. Great friend you've been. (:

Jack Ken - Gamer! Lol, he's obsessed with online games,and he's almost a pro in everything he plays. But he's quite serious when it comes to studying too, and as he sits beside me, we always study together! I'll remember the times we always listen mp3 and do math papers together! Stop gaming for this crucial period of time and study hard okay? Good luck for your O's!

Okay, got 1 person called WONGJINLONG want a post from me. hahaha.

Wong Jin Long - HEY GIRL. though we seldom talk to each other, but i can see that you're a GREAT FRIEND. hahaha, just realised you're quite a nice friend to talk to la. anyway, hope you study hard and achieve good results! Jio me go out study, u say one arh! (:

The guys i met in 2D were a bunch of good friends in this 4 years i spent in this school too.

They are namely Hong Tat, Yong Ern, Wei Xuan, Yujian, Yong Siang, Zhi Yong and Chin Ping.

Though we don't really talk to each other after sec 2, i believe the 2D spirit remains in our hearts. I'm looking forward to our 2D chalet my friends! (:

All the best for your O's and your future life. I won't forget you people. And to the people whom i did not mention in this post, it doesnt mean that you are not important! I'll remember every single friend i made in CCHY. To all the graduating sec Fours, i hereby wish all of you good luck for the upcoming 'O' Levels, strive hard!
I'll miss the school, as well as the students and teachers.

As we go on, we remember, all the times we, spent together . . .

With love! (:

i need to relax.

i need peace.

i need to be alone.

for a moment, i felt redundant.

so many things to say, nobody to talk to.

emotional or whatever, i don give a fuck.

this feeling sucks.

My 20th post! lol, i didn't expect to write so many posts yet not think blogging is boring. (:

3 more official schooling days & we would be graduating from the school. Just 3 more days and our sec school lives would end. Thinking back at the times when i first stepped into Sembawang campus just felt like yesterday.
Time flies. How true.

Hmm, graduation post would be coming up very soon so stay tuned people =)

School's seriously boring, mock papers everyday and thats how life is before the O levels.

Graduation presents are seriously gonna cost a bomb, & im like not saving enough for it. Gosh. =/

Alright, short short post. Nothing much to blog about anyways.

Where'd you go, i miss you so...

Been down with flu and cough this few days, all thanks to my family members who contributed by spreading the virus to me. Perhaps i'll make this an excuse to skip school on monday. =X

Added a song to my blog which is Ru Guo Ni Ye Ting Shuo by Zhang Hui Mei. It's a very sentimental love song which actually touches my heart deeply. Listen to the song with your heart and take note of the lyrics. The composer of the song is Jay Chou! (:

Feeling so damn weak now, wanted to go gym today but i doubt its possible now, i may just faint on the way there. Not many days left to the day of graduation, having mixed feelings. Im looking forward to that day but also hoping it wont come so fast. Sigh, humans. Only 8 schooling days left.

Went to friendster and check out some profiles, really cant stand those tweety language like " iie hartt ue " & "tiiongxiim" blahblahblah. No offence to the users of this language too, but it just makes me feel giddy just to read those words. Sometimes these profiles actually reflects how immature you are but some people label themselves as mature still. Check out the meaning of the word before you actually use it, that term is not self-defined dude. And again im not talking about any particular person. (:

As we go on, we remember, all the times we had together...

I wish i had the courage to face up to my own feelings.

I'm gonna introduce to you people my dream girl! hahaha, she's Selina from S.H.E! She's so cute, bubbly and cheerful. Here are some photos of her! (:

Princess Selina (:

Style.

Ah-Lian hair colour.

Hottt & Sexaye.

Kawaii!

Alright, just a random post cos she's really cute! =)

Graduation day's approaching, must buy presents !

The Final Separation.

Wow, today was a great day. Studied with my clique at BG's house today in e afternoon and headed for dinner at Prata Place and cycled around the estate and up to the Upper Seletar Reservoir. damn, it was super tiring to ride up those steep slopes. There wasnt enough bikes for all of us so 1 of us had to be ridden by the other. I'm always the unlucky one, then end up having to walk up the slope. But overall it was really a fun day today. (:

Anyway, didn't had time to meet some friends today. Another clique of mine arranged to meet up at night but didn't had the time/energy for them. Feel rather guilty for my bad time management too. & sorry to her for not being able to meet up ( shld know who u are [: )

Jonathan always gets himself injured when he goes to BG's house, lol but today is because he act shuai when riding bike and end up with a cut on his leg. Hope you''ll be fine soon! (:

Recently addicted to A-mei's old songs, they're so nice! (RANDOM)

How long can my secondary school friendships last? This question has been constantly running in my mind. I wonder if we'll still meet out like we do after O levels, to play basketball, chit-chat or go shopping. My mum told me " Everyone have to move on with their own lives, go separate ways in life. You can't possibly always stay in the same spot forever. " It made quite alot of sense to me. Just hate separations...

Hopefully after graduating we'll still meet out often & catch up with one another. Or at least keep in touch online or greeting each other on the streets when we see each other. (:

Getting so tired now, gotta head for my comfy bed! Nights people!

[:

state of confusion.

I've been dreaming bout the same thing lately, is it because i miss her too much? And everytime i wake up from the dream, it's back to reality - where everything is back to how it was. Reality is indeed cruel. I wish i can live in that beautiful dream. Everything was going so smoothly, why did it become like this...?

I spent some time alone to think about some stuff. Alot of memories came flowing back, both pleasant & unpleasant ones. I feel rather indebted to some ppl that i didn't cherish or didn't treat them the way i should. Well, i sincerely hope that their lives are much better now & that they have found someone better too. If only we can filter our memories, do away with the unpleasant ones & only leave the pleasant memories in our heart.

Even my studies are in a mess! Not to mention other stuff.

I feel like a total loser.

Perhaps people will think this is an emo post but whatever, i cant really be bothered to explain myself cos i think it's pointless. It's my blog & my own freedom of speech, and also its my way to voice out my feelings (: The chances of this blog surviving is increasing.

Studying session tomorrow!

The Final Nightmare - 'O' Levels

Prelims results are out this week already, and true to my prediction i didn't do well, or shld i say i didn't do as well as what i expected myself to. Sigh, just a few more weeks to go to O levels. feel so unprepared still, i wished there is more time till the Os. Graduation day's approaching too, the thought of leaving the school and to be separated from my friends....damn.

I think i'll have to instil some self-discipline in myself to study hard, perhaps not going to update this blog for quite some time unless i'm free. (:

Guys, cherish the time we have left in the school, be it with ur clique, classmates or teachers.

Hmmm, i shall dedicate a post to all the people i wanna thank before/on/after graduation day! Need to write scripts first. hahaha.

BYE PEOPLE. (: STUDY!

who was there for me when i was down?

it's just so heartbreaking.

those feelings that are kept deep inside me,

have become a misery,

that no one understands.

fucked up life.

Prelims are finally OVER! It's time to take a short break and really relax myself, been kinda stressed during the exam period. But when i say a short break, it's really really short. Soon it'll be the major thing in life - O levels. Also said to be the final nightmare of our sec sch life. Haha! So i played ball with the guys after the prelims and initially planned to go out but it was cancelled in the end. Moodless? zzz.
I decided to put some random photos in my post, it's my FIRST time. Hopefully it'll be of some entertainment value to my blog readers. (actually i don't know if i've any, haha.)

Ah Ma House (:

The 'Neighbourhood'.

My baby cousin with my grandmother (:

This is what i will do when im bored. :X

When I was young (:

Alright, just some random photos to show all of you. Also testing my blogging skills at the same time. Had some problems posting these photos, i put in alot effort leh. & a BIG THANK YOU to Vincent and Zacson for guiding me on picture posting. I must get use to posting photos! haha. nothing much to be said already. BYE PEOPLE! (:
TATA~

Alright! Been a few days since i updated, busy studying you see (:

Okay, im here to blog with a purpose - that is to do a quiz that i've been asked to do so. :D

this quiz is to write ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.

& at the end, you'll have to find another six players to do this quiz and of course u cant ask the same person who tagged you to do it. Common sense okaye? (:

1) "Alex" is a name i gave to myself, which it doesnt appear in my birth cert nor IC.

2) I am a Malaysian for those who dont know. ( lol so random )

3) I'm super prone to injuries, especially my ankles.

4) I've never read a book from start to the end before.

5) I'm never interested in shows like Harry Potter, Lord of the Ring. (God knows why.)

6) I dont like girls with 'butch' hairstyles.

7) I wake up with double eyelids only in my left eye every morning.( but they disappear soon after, SIGH)

8) I dont like to see girls who dont sit properly. (esp girlfren/ girl-friend)

9) I know every song of Jay Chou. ( my super idol. [: )

10) I dream to be a professional basketball player in future. ( haha, so unrealistic. :x )

Well, i've come to an end of the quiz. Let's see who will be lucky enough to be tagged by me! I think those who are chosen are those that i've linked. So sorry. Lol.

Next 6 Players: Alicia Ho, Ferran Tan, Jolene Lee, Chia Ming Xuan, Yuting & Zacson Ong!

Okay, hopefully these people will see this post and do the quiz. (:

Oh ya, tmr's the last day of prelims! Dont know whether its something to be glad about or worried about. Because results will be out and it also indicates the nearing of O levels... Well, just wanna relax after tomorrow!

I want to watch horror shows! Apartment 1303 & The 19th Gate of Hell. Of course i need to find people who're willing to watch it, cos i wouldnt watch a movie alone.

It's back to studying now! (: Bye guys, study hard for the last paper.

i wished you knew.

it's back to school, back to prelims & back to the no-life situation. nowhere to go after school except home. today's history paper was average but chinese paper turned out to be hell difficult. im wondering - has my chinese standard dropped or is the difficulty of the paper increasing? i definitely hope the O level paper would be much easier.

tomorrow's another setback again - E.Math paper 2 . i dont hope for anything else other than a pass, be it a borderline one or whatever pass you call it. who wants failures anyway?

alright, short post today. gotta start mugging!

new computer & wardrobe coming my way! (:

& i love you still.

went to visit julian becos of his dislocated ankle ytd night and spent hours chit-chatting & watching horror show at his hse. men's talk yeah. it's been quite long since the 4 of us met up and we all are making plans for our future already. what to do after my O' levels? where do i go then? & im gonna start saving for many many stuff that i want to get and also for chalet. (:

holidays are coming to an end already. it's gonna be back to exams period and mugging time people, enjoy the last 2 days of ur holidays if u'd spent the other days doing intense revision, or if u've not, better start now! it's better late than never. [: (the latter applies to me lar.)

can't wait for Os to be over, i want to play like there's no tomorrow man!

work hard for it people!!

RANDOM: mini poppers are nice (:

i dont want my life to be full of regrets.

damn, felt like i wasted the whole of today. tried to study but it just didn't get into my head.

went to play basketball at night AGAIN. just 3 more days to 2nd round of prelims...

cycled home to take basketball & i lost my keychain, and worse thing is i only realised it when i reached home. tried to find it on the way back to cc but couldnt. felt so hopeless at that moment.

but guess what? i found it when i cycled home after playing on the road! nearly got banged when i sudden brake to retrieve that keychain..it's of special importance to me okay.

so, does this show that with perseverance & determination, nothing is impossible? haha, so lame and random i know.

i need something to brighten up my life!

but what is it? zzz....

NEED TO GO GYM!

(:

havent been updating for a few days as my life isn't that happening. didnt really do any intense revision & instead i continued to play n slack my time away. damn, just cant instil any self-discipline in myself.. but perhaps i shld be glad that at least i studied okay. i suddenly remembered a so-called 'ninja' video that i saw ages ago on youtube. so decided to share it with you guys.. take a look at it but ignore the last part of the video. this originated from either the Russians or the French. but well, it's not the main point anyway.




i take my hat off to this guys for their jumping abilities and their fearlessness.
holidays are ending people! so do spend ur remaining time wisely... & study hard!

DON'T get on my NERVES.

i seriously had ENOUGH.

perhaps i was a fool.

but not anymore.

FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.

past two days were boring like hell man. didn't even step out from my comfort zone at all. no interesting activities. merely did some revision at home & slacked e rest of e time away. played pool for awhile just now with calvin..

OH MAN! tmr gotta go back to school for history lesson & physics lesson. no lazing on bed for me tmr!!!

got a sudden urge to play basketball despite my mind keep telling me to spend my time studying & not playing. its 12am already! but im still full of energy, die die die. gotta pop sleeping pills later =P

alright. i think i seriously need to get a life. blog is getting so boring w/o any topics to blog about. zzz. going to lalaland now~~~ tata.

i give up.

teachers' day celebration was great, with all the performances in the concert. especially...the chinese dance & hiphop dance. ( im paid to say this =P )

haha, watched the 2D video after the concert, super touching (: it's been so fast, that 2 years have passed so fast. just a few months more & we will be leaving school already. sigh, don emo for now. wait till graduation day.. haha.

played ball at cc in e evening & had dinner at BK with the guys. had a great time chatting & laughing with them. friends are just great, they're always the ones to be there for you. i don believe anyone can live w/o frens.

oh well, nth much to blog about anymore. NIGHTS.

played ball with a whole lot of boys after the exams today, it felt like as if the O' lvls were over and we were celebrating. but, this is only the first part of the prelims... -.- reality is cruel. :P
7 hours of continuous balling sure made me feel the strain on my body. so tired that i had to slp right after i bathed..
tmr's teachers' day celebration & aces day workout. & perhaps balling with the seniors who're returning tmr... gonna be another long tiring day tmr. zzz.
holidays are here but its gonna be a period for intense revision for the prelims as well as the O' lvls. like i said, im gonna work doubly hard! the motivation has yet died off so i've to make full use of it before its gone( hopefully not ) .
& i wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! (:

i miss those days when we chatted about everything under the sun.
what about you?

prelim exams everyday, nothing much to blog about. just that i think i screwed my math paper 1 ytd, or shld i say i screwed it? hmmm well, what's done cannot be undone. gotta work doubly hard for my Os during the hols (hopefully :p).

this is my 2nd post of this blog! lols. i think alot ppl thinks my blog wont last long eh? i've the same sentiments actually. but i'll definitely try to keep it alive and kicking. (:
oh btw, can someone guide me on how to put photo in the profile beside the posts? it'll be of great help to me! thanks (:



walking past each other, without even exchanging a word or two.
why am i living in this extreme misery ?
it all happened in a flash, too fast for me to react.
it was like a dream, but i wished it lasted longer.
you didn't even care. guess it's all over.