Friendship

It's been long since the four of us hanged out together or went out together.
Brothers for so long already...sigh.

All i can say is, please don't take friendship for granted. Take the initiative sometimes.

Gym-ed with the Wat & Zac SONS ytd. As usual, Watson was feeling gay and suggested taking photos to assure himself that his muscles are growing. Lol.


Then went for lunch at Northpoint foodcourt. Accompanied Zacson while waiting for Ferran as they were going Peninsula to get their stuff. Ferran is a guitarist now!! Hahaha. When is it gonna be my turn? =/

Went to Zacson's house at night. We sang and played some eng and chinese pop songs. He wanted to test his newly bought mic and amplifier and so his mum is our only audience and judge!

Judge for the day.

Guitarist + Vocalist! LMAO just kidding. Our group name was BrokeBack.

Now for the Brokeback Three.

As you can see from the last picture..I'm capable of shapeshifting. (inside joke for my classmates who know it. haha.)

We kept sanging A Lonely September. It's a really really nice song! Hahaha but our sense of rhythm needs to be improved greatly. :] But we had fun lah.

That's all folks! Enjoy the rest of the holidays left!

Time flies.

It's been a month. I know you're doing fine, or even better than before. I'm happy, because you're too. I believe this is another way of expressing love for the other party. All the best girl. :]

I can't remember the last time i went out with my family...this goes to show that I haven't been spending time with them this year or starting from....last year before the 'O' levels. I went out with them just today! The feeling is great, to have your family members, your close loved ones together with you. But......

Me: It's been so long I went out with you all hor?
Mum: You also know ah, you must have motive today for tagging along right?
Me: Walao eh, i just want to be a good son to accompany family members then you say until like that. So hurting lah.
(all in chinese, and in a joking manner.)

And so...i got a new phone today unexpectedly. It was like an impromptu thing anyway. But, it wasn't my agenda for going out with them today!! =X Thank you Dad! ( i don't mention all these fomalities to him, it's just wrong. )

I believe we should all love our family members because they are our closest kin, and the ones who would never abandon you no matter what happens.

Recall

Storeroom, Kinokuniya, Takashimaya, Vivocity, East Coast, cycling, long bus-rides, falling asleep, void decks, playgrounds, mrt stations, walking aimlessly, cats, swimming, playing pool, basketball, teasing, tiffs, quarrels, snacks, supper, gifts, jackets, cardigans, surprises, schools, libraries, shopping, movies, webcam, phone calls, cam-whoring, singing, C-D-W.

Gone were the days so fine.

Bleeding

Went gym with Jon, Zs and Watson today

Lunched at 925 and saw Coach there

Then home to bathe and change and play ball again. (plus Furball and Shaun)

Jonathan and Furball collided

Jon had a cut on his eyelid to worry about

Furball has a bump on his forehead to press on

Then we played 5v5 with the Philipines guys

Went KFC for dinner

I went home first

Boring post

Get well soon to the two "colliders"

Misunderstood

Cats!

Hello people! :D

Okay, like i said in my previous posts, I'm gonna upload some photos of the cat Garfield which I really really adore. There are some photos of other cats too! :]

Garfield!

Posing!

Having dinner!

Lazing after dinner, explaining its size.

Dao me ah!

Again!

It was difficult to make it look into the camera.

Finally! :]

Here's another cat but i forgot its name.

This stupid cat scratched my finger when i hit its head to spit out a small tree stick.

Stares.

Daze

Finally a post with photos eh!

I'm tired after gym. Ciaos.

Friend, no?

I saw the back view of you today. But i was certain it was you. I even called, just wanted to say hi. Well, how you reacted clearly shows your decision already. I can only say I'm fucking disappointed. But i wish you all the best, nonetheless. It remains a puzzle to me whether I'm still your friend, or a mere stranger.

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Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down..

Over You - Chris Daughtry

I guess, it's really over now.

It's double blows for me today. Sigh.

The only happy thing today is i played with Garfield for quite awhile today! But i still don't dare and don't know how to carry a cat, especially this size..

Alright, photos of this cat coming soon !

I'm using a Nokia 8310 now. & i'm so proud of it? Because it can play mp3, has colours, big screen, 8megapix camera, bluetooth and WiFi.

(The above sentence is totally sarcasm if you didn't get it. But still thanks Calvin, lol!)

No appetite even after basketball. I had to pour away my dinner...I don't like to waste food. But i had to make an exception today. :/ But glad there's green bean soup to satisfy my hunger!

I just want to buy my guitar by the end of this holidays.... :[

Don't try to fix what isn't broken

And what's broken, can't be fixed...

Allergy

Damn, woke up at 7+am due to my itchy eyelid. Alot of people have noticed about my left eyelid which is red and appears to be abit swollen sometimes. It's gotten quite obvious recently but i couldn't be bothered until just now. I felt pain in my eye and the infected part was damn itchy. I went to check in the mirror and realised the condition has worsened. Hence, i'm heading to the doctor later on.
And this has to happen of all times when I was supposedly going to my telemarketer job training!!

Life

WARNING: WORDY POST AHEAD!

Holy shit. I dont seem to have anything interesting to update about recently. My holidays are all about gym basketball gaming. My phone doesnt ring. When it does, it's 80% a message/call from a guy. I think i'm becoming G-A-Y soon.

I hope my job starts soon. I don't have much time left before the holidays end. I need to earn some extra bucks because I don't like it when i have to reach out my hand to ask for money from my dad.

I had a heart-to-heart talk with Julian after having our supper about 2 days ago. There is something good about him that I can actually learn from - time and financial management. I seriously suck at this two aspects, especially when I'm in a relationship. And when i compare myself with him in the two aspects above, we are definitely direct opposites. :/

Time management is a vital aspect because you have to juggle your time perfectly between your studies, family, friends and love. And because i suck at it, it somehow led to the failure in my previous relationship. But, i took too long to realise. And when i realise its a mistake on my part, it's already too late to amend for it. Okay, shldnt sidetrack.

Financial management is something I haven't been good in since young. I tend to spend what i have, sometimes my expenses are higher than my income. My friends have given me some tips on how to save money and i shall put them to good use from now on. :] I must also learn how to "say no" when i have to. It all links back to self-discipline anyway.

Okay, shall move on to another topic. There are a number of stray cats in my neighbourhood and there's this auntie named Belinda who takes care of them. She feeds them everyday and gives them names each. There's this cat named Garfield which is the cutest, biggest, friendliest cat among them. But, i didn't see these cats around the past few days and i starting to fret that they might be caught and sent away. Until today, when i bumped into Auntie Belinda whom just finished feeding them. That's when i saw the bunch of stray cats again. Garfield came running towards us and I heaved a sigh of relief. I don't know why but i just feel weird when i don't see it or play with it before i return home everyday. Shall upload a photo of it when i've taken a shot of this cat!

Sometimes what happened in my dreams, tend to happen some time later. And i get this deja vu feeling. It just feels so uncanny, that I think i can somehow foresee things. But i hope my nightmares would not become reality.

It's quite a surprise that I've written such a long wordy post. I bet nobody will be bothered to read this far. Who cares anyway. I just write what I feel and write what i like. :]

I'm lying if I say i'm okay now.

Because i still care

Although I'm in no place to question anymore.

When Opposites Meet

Hahaha i was watching the channel 8 news when i saw this particular news that caught my attention..
The guy is like so cute. (omg sounds gay) His name is He Pingping from Inner Mongolia and is standing at 74.61 cms (2 feet and 5.37 inches) whereas the woman is Svetlana Pankratova from Russia, the Queen of Longest Legs, whose legs are 132 cms (4 feet 4 inches). What the fux! But the way they posed for the photoshoot was kinda obscene eh? :P

Reality

Results are out. It wasn't up to my expectations.


MODULE CODE - MODULE - CREDIT UNITS - GRADE

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INNOVATION, DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION
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ST2104
WEB CLIENT DEVELOPMENT
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SP0901
CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT
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BA0288
MANAGEMENT & ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR
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ST2103
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BA0287
INTRODUCTION TO ELECTRONIC BUSINESS
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But, since what's done cannot be undone. I should just work harder for next semester and not cry over spilt milk.

All the words that you write or say will mean nothing when you don't do what you preach.

Belated Mid-Autumn

Yesterday

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Gym-ed in the morning with Watson, Bingy and Zacson. After that they went for lunch before heading to Safra for a swim with the 3 of them + Jason. Then i recalled the last time the 5 of us went to Safra for swim!

That was then.

I was alone at the massage pool trying to massage my strained muscles from the strenous gym exercises last week. Calvin came shortly after.

Then Calvin and I went to Northpoint to meet up with Corine for dinner. After eating, Corine, as usual, came up with unique ideas, to carry lanterns. -.- So we started walking around the whole of 900+ to find lanterns to no avail. In the end we had to ask for lanterns from a shop which were used as decorations. And we were ready to celebrate the belated festival. Carried the lantern and walked to Safra again to meet up with Zacson. I thought we were the only weird ppl whom would celebrate the belated festival but we saw Huiloon and Emily too. They belonged to the same category as us! The four of us hanged out around Yishun Park. Played with swings, candles, fire and catch up with Corine! Then...home sweet home.

Once again, i don't have any photos to upload.

Argh, my life is so dull with no colours...

I don't like to be stuck in between.

I don't want to be grey in between black and white.

I want to meet interesting colours, probably a rainbow would be good.

Fresh

Hello people!!

As you all can see, i've changed the appearance of my blog! Hmm don't ask me why. I just felt like doing so. It looks nicer, simpler and neater. At least that's what i think la. :]

From my title of this post, it means it's gonna be a new start for me from now on. Although it's easier said than done, i believe time will heal all wounds. Right?

Bid goodbye to the old me!

Though you know i still love you

Happy Birthday.

Happy Birthday Huiqi! :]

Enjoy yourself today which i know you definitely will. May all your wishes come true!

My love remains

my feelings didn't change

I just need a few minutes of your time
to spend the most important day with you
Then i will leave silently
as I know im no longer your priority

Gym-ed with Watson Toh today! Oh man, i became such a weakling! Haven't been training fitness for a very long time. Let's say 2 months? Hmm its time to make the gym my favourite hangout now. :]

Then came Calvin and his friend Michael. Such a coincidence to meet them there. Or maybe its not much of a coincidence anyway since their school is nearby. So i stayed at there from 12-3.30pm? There was this somehow cute girl i met at the gym whom approached me for help regarding the equipment there. So in the end became friends. :] Hahaha but too bad so sad, a little older and not my cup of tea, not my piece of bread, not my slice of cake... and the list continues.

Then played bball with C, J, X for awhile in the evening. Like wtfsxz? So tired that i couldn't shoot the ball properly. Then the soccer players came and we headed for the playground near my house to chit-chat. Something unpleasant happened which i would not elaborate here because it will end up as a racist issue. Consequences eh.

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Went to check out the Adidas promo yesterday with ZS, Jon, Ferran and Shaun. Didn't get anything in the end and sort of made a wasted trip to Novena's Velocity. But its okay Shaun, i don't blame you. (that's if u're reading this. =D) We were discussing how other people will think about us. You know, 5 guys hanging out together..like so g-a-y? But maybe again its not when you step into NUM. :] Just a private joke about NUM ytd.

Argh shit please let me start work asap and earn some bucks to buy a guitar!!!!

Oh yeah, forgot to mention that MSN is such a bitch now cos it wont let me sign in no matter what. Maybe its hinting i should hit the bed now.

Ciaos.

Lonely September

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back

But I know you did

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This is a fucking nice song! It happened that its song title and lyrics matched everything so perfectly like as though its e right song for me. But im not emo. Just think that this song was well composed. When i have a guitar of my own i will start to learn this song! Credits to Zacson for introducing me this song months ago. :)

Vote for BEST COACH!

Kindly vote for Lai Kak Keong please thankyou. :)
Where?

Once again, my mum rubbed salt into my wounds unknowingly.

I can't say i got over it. Because it ain't the truth. But i just don't want to remind myself of this cruel fact.

Alright, enough of emo shit. Adidas is having a promotion where you can trade-in your old sports shoes for a new pair of adidas shoes! I'm gonna check out this cool promotion tomorrow with the guys! It's for a limited period of time definitely so do check it out if you guys are thinking of getting a new pair of sports shoes from Adidas! :)

Ciaos.

Random

Was youtubing when i came across this cool video! Watch it!

Rain rain go away~

To start off, Calvin and me headed to a gathering in a condo at Simei invited by Melodie. We met her friends from church and some of her JC friends. I think they were all from the same church. It was rather awkward for both of us at first but we soon blended in with them after some ice-breaking and some board games. It was quite a pleasant experience for I seldom attend such social gatherings. :D
& I was lucky to win a prize too!

Oh, and we were in a rush of time as we had to meet the guys for basketball. So we left the place at 4.30pm and made our way back to Yishun. Guess what? I made the worst decision i could have in life. We cycled from Yishun all the way to Sembawang. It may not sound like a feat but it seriously drained up alot of our energy. By the time we reached there, i could barely stand properly as my legs were already wobbly...
I swear i will never ever cycle to Sembawang to play ball again.

And i thought we could cycle back to Yishun slowly after playing basketball. To my dismay, it started to drizzle. The rain didn't stop and was getting so big that we had no choice but to seek shelter at a coffeeshop opposite Yishun Emerald. We waited for some time for the rain to get smaller before making our way back home.

But i was thinking about you all along. Why?

P.S Sorry brothers about today's games.

Cats

Everytime i see cats, it just never fails to remind me of you. You're a cat lover, and you also influenced me to be one too. I always pat the wild cat Garfield that always hangs around at my neighbourhood. Those fond memories. :)

Purple-blue eyes!

I like this cutie!

& i still don't have the courage to tell you...

Without You.

This is what i call a legendary song by a legendary singer. :)

Totally sings my heart-felt emotions out.

Bored!

Damn it lah. Life's getting soooooooooooooooooooooooooo boring man. Today is another stay-home-Wednesday. :/ Then my all-time-gay-partner Calvin came to my house for his "study" session, again. It seems like this has become his second "home". We were both craving for laksa so we went to 928 for dinner. Mum went on a cruise today with her...mahjong khakis i guess? So i will be dining out tomorrow too! Anyone wanna have dinner with me...? =D

It doesn't pay to be kind sometimes.

where did i go wrong.. i lost a...friend.

LeBron James

I was Youtubing just now when i suddenly felt the urge to watch some sick dunks video. I thought of LeBron James straight so i searched for his top 10 dunks. And btw, my current wallpaper is him doing his trademark - "Chalk Clap". The video shows him doing it at the very beginning. Watch this aggressive young player! My idol. :)

Pwnage. ( the #1 dunk in the video above. )

"Diet"

Wow, i managed to survive 13 hours of starvation yesterday from 12noon till 1am! It wasn't on purpose. I just had nothing to eat, and didn't have time to either. I didn't feel the gastric until after i was playing basketball halfway through. So i only had supper with Calvin after bball.
It's a feat cos im quite a glutton usually. I eat ALOT. And i mean ALOT. Then had a short chat with Calvin, talked about our personal life, memories and also his studies.
I've been adding titles to my blog posts, if you guys are observant enough! :)


P.S Calvin --> Bro, better study hard eh. Don't make any mistake like you did before. Conquer 'O' Levels! Goodluck!

I miss you so much, so much.