I'm sick and tired.

Why am i the one working and having to organise these sessions? Isn't there anybody else who can take over this job? & its not easy to get everyone to play ball tgtr on the same date as well. Maybe its the stress from work that made me feel so irritated and fed up. But kindly spare a thought that i have to work from morning to night and don have as much free time as you guys.

I'm also sick and tired, literally.

(I dont mean any offence in this post as well, just a way to vent my frustrations and voicing out my thoughts.)

it's not easy, to be me.

Ignore the previous post, just feeling emo at that point of time thats all. I'm fine, don worry people. :)

My body is recently invaded my viruses and germs. Down with flu, blocked nose, sore throat & today even migraine joined in the fun. Lol. But still have to work!! =(

I want to watch movie!! The haunted. Anyone anyone interested?? =P

I've yet to submit my registration form for JAE. Just a gentle reminder, tmr (28th) 4pm is the deadline for the JAE thingy. So people who have not registered, do rmb to complete it before the deadline. (:

Shiat, i realised i've nth to blog about and no mood to either.

Replies to tags

Jasmine: Lol. okay okay. Dont worry i wont leave till i finish all the things i need to do. (:

kEN: haha its okay. Btw whats ur score and where you going?? Tell me thru online or sms faster!!

Cheryl: The cheryl from 637 ah? Haha yeah it's been so long since i saw or talk to you alr. How did u know my blog?

LIN: Haha, yeah why arent u here to console me huh? U meanie...

Dont know why but it just feels like no one's there.
Or perhaps the person i hoped for, isn't there at all.
I feel like leaving this place all of a sudden.


breaking down.

Hooray!

Changed my jeans size and bought 3 tops & 1 cardigan. Done with my shopping already, or maybe almost only. I wanna get a buckle belt! =)

And got back O' Level results. Dont know i should feel happy or not seriously. Others tell me it's quite good, but i think im a lil not satisfied. Maybe cos my chinese nv get A1. lols. & congrats to my clique ppl for doing quite well for their O's!! Let's organise a celebration or something if possible alright? ( Anyone of you reading this? =P ) I hope i wont lose contact with my friends after today..As we'll all be heading towards different paths and striving for different things. :)

Do keep in touch guys!

mixed feelings.

Omg my favourite TV serial Golden Path no more alr. Ytd last episode. I missed quite a lot episodes but i watched all of them at one go using Mobtv ytd till 3am. haha u guys may think im crazy but i just love that show, especially Li Nan Xing's acting. He's a really good actor full of emotions. Thats why he's called the Ah Ge of Mediacorp!! :) Hahaha i think im crazy.

Went shopping in the late afternoon for new year clothes. Bought only 1 t shirt and 2 skinnies for now. & fuck one of the skinnies i bought doesnt fit. I only tried the black one but didnt try the other pair. This was what happened...

Indian Uncle: *takes out dirty grey( a colour ) skinnies size L*
Me: Erm u sure that is my waist size?
Indian Uncle: Yes yes size L is the right size for me.
Me: Okay thanks. *Feeling assured, i left the shop.*

Then when i got home i tried the jeans on i cant fit into the dirty grey one! den i compare with the black one, damn the difference was rather obvious. Fuck that uncle la. I must go all e way back to Penisula to change again liao. U fucking pay for my transport fees is it? Damn u!!! Although partly i was to blame cos i dint check, i THOUGHT he was PROFESSIONAL.

*Point to take down: Always try on and check the items u buy before leaving.. (: LMAO.

Didnt manage to buy everything cos all the shops were closed already. More shopping on thur maybe? Lol talking abt Thursday - The Big Day. O' Level results out on that day! Argh its making me nervous and stressed up. Let's pray that everyone gets the results they expect! Good luck to all my friends who are awaiting the results. (:

Oh ya, i'm posted to Puma @ Ngee Ann City. So happy la, it's the nearest to my house so i can save abit on transport fees too. & I've 3 colleagues i know there already! This makes my life so much easier, i hope. hahaha. (:

Okay this is all for the post. Maybe i just add one recent photo of me to round this post up hahaha. Let you guys have nightmare or a bad day. ( JUST JOKING!! )

Sorry for this very rude photo but i just felt like posting it. hahaha nights ppl. [:

Work is extremely tough! From 9am to 10+pm everyday, damn the time i spend at home is so much lesser than the time i spend working. Fuck man i hope this doesnt persist when im posted to retail outlets.. If not i think im gonna quit in no time lols. Really really shag, i feel so much fortunate in Robinsons LOL !

Oh yeah, chinese new year is just around the corner and i've yet to do any shopping! Hopefully i can find some time to go shop with my clique of friends...It's been long since i spent money. Erm maybe not v long la. =P I've been using my own money on my daily expenses like transport fees and food. I think my bank savings are gonna be used up just like how we drink water. =/

Let this be a short update of my recent life cos i only have like 6 hours to slp before i wake up at 630 am tmr! Ciaos!

Replies to tags

Lin: Lol you're welcome! =)

KEN: lol work @ puma got future? funny ah u. hahaha.

JASMINE: ehhh is who tease who u say properly hor. =P don call me didi just bcos u're a tiny weeny bit older den me. okay meet up soon!

Yoketing: haha yeah its tough i think for e time being la. Warehouse sales mah. I think shld be quite relaxed after i go to the outlets... =)

Transport fees are so fcuking exp now that our fares are changed to adult ones. Adult fares somehow make me feel old. Like we've been 'promoted' to another generation or smth. lol. Sibei expensive la, take 1 mrt ride costs $1++ alr. Now i understand the pain of being an adult. I want to be student forever!! hahaha. Somemore now working need take 4 rides perday, 2 mrt 2 bus. Ytd jus top up $10 today use finish liao. Fcuk la, think i print money one ar.

& im not even given daily allowance now just becos im working. -.- My parents think i earn thousands working @ Robinsons. Walao eh, cannot expect me to withdraw all my money on food and transport right? I don need buy my own things meh? Explain to them also no use, stubborn as a mule. Sighhhhhh. If my salary is like $5000 den i wont bother to even talk to them liao la. =P Hahaha. I still have to clear my debts and buy b'day presents. How to survive? C'mon let me get my 2nd round of pay quick!!!

Oh yah, walked past CCHY today and saw the students having PE lessons. Reminisced abt the good old days. Really miss those days when i could see all my friends in school and talk and play together. Those recess times when my clique and i would eat 'meefen mian' & crap around in the canteen where we always have seats. We ate the same food everyday for like 2 or 3 years i think. Lol, its not that e food was nice or we didnt get sick of it. Its cos there wasnt any other nice food around in the so-called 'cafeteria' . Those days when we would stay back after school to play basketball in our uniforms and then try to escape from discipline teachers or PE teachers when they happen to walk past. hahaha. Those basketball trainings that were always full of fun and laughter - It was like a session that the basketball team from sec 1 to 4 that could be gathered on one court and training together. I still remember Coach would always crack horny jokes or disiao some of us to make the training more lively, and also how we the players would gossip behind his back. Hahaha. Those SS lectures and remedial classes which we would plan to skip it sometimes. Then we would go and slack our time off nearby..

Its really heartwarming thinking back about the past. Seems like it just happened yesterday.. Aww, those good old days.

Schooling is so fun, its so much better than working. If given a choice, i would rather study!

Alright, think i gtg alr. Working almost 10 hours per day is no mean feat okay! Gd nite!

& to my new reader, Lin! =)

Found a new job @ Puma now.

The pay is pretty good and alot more benefits too, but benefits come with all terms and conditions too. Im guilty that Jonathan & ZS cant work with me.. sorry brothers. ( if u guys happen to read this ) Really sorry.

I don really feel like working so fast when i haven got to relax at all seriously. But no choice if i don start work, they donwan employ me! =( All the plans to go gym and basketball must be re-arranged again. Sigh...thats the price you have to pay for working & money. Haha, pay for money. Sounds contradicting. No freedom & all. But this is just temporary cos this job has flexible working hours i think! =)

Goodnight people!

This song 最後的風度 by Luo Zhi Xiang is a song im recently hooked up on. Damn touching story which is also quite similar to my real life la. Must watch MV to understand the story behind this song. =) Enjoy!

The train ride to work ytd was terrible. Standing near the 'air fresheners' with their armpits all exposed to the public. Damn those incosiderate bastards la. Lean on the poles like their father own the train. Somemore it was like damn packed la. I don wish to name their race cos to avoid racial riots LMAO.

Oh my working contract ended!! Im unemployed now :( so sad. Anybody wanna employ me?

I feel so relieved like a burden off my chest but at the same time i cant bear to leave my colleagues, my workplace. Mixed feelings and blah. Wonder whether i can get another job with a better pay or shld i become a promoter working at Robinsons? Hmmm...

Damn i lost the mood to blog alr..so bye. =(

Tried cashiering ytd and today. Quite fun handling all the monetary items and operating the cash till. But at the same time its quite scary too. Cos things can be very serious when it comes to money. Later over-charge or shortchange the customer den dai ji dua diao liao. Hahaha.

And got one cb ang-moh keep rushing me to give her change saying " C'mon its just a few cents can u be faster? " KNNBCCB few cents den u don take la why kpkb so much!? U in a rush to die is it? Lol.

My job ending in 2 more days! & i haven made the stuff i want to give to my colleagues yet. Die die die. During this 1 month, i've learnt alot of new things like how to control my temper when i deal with difficult customers. ( I only curse them after they left, hahaha. ) I made alot of new friends there too! They're a bunch of nice people la. I definitely will return and visit them after my contract ends. Im looking forward to the party organised by the staff on the 14th too!! =)

Oh yeah i nearly forgot.

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corine: lol, what lala lo? u kisiao arh. =D

kEN: hahaha. yeah i duno wtf the qn was asking man.

aya: okay i'll link u! =)

ames: lol. dread oso haf to take what. don worry, dreams are said to be the opposite of reality la. so perhaps u'll get 02 points? LOL hahaha.

Alright thats all i've gotta run!

saw a survey and felt like doing it since im very very bored.. :

here goes..

1. Last person you had a deep andmeaningful conversation with? None i think? too busy.

2. What does the 10th message in yourinbox say?Lol, nth much la.

4. Pick 1 person you trust with yourlife?My mum? hahaha.

5. what was the last thing you ate?Char Kway Teow.

6. What was the last thing youhighlighted?This survey lor. :/

7. Who is the last baby that you held?My baby cousin!

8. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?Hmm yeah.

9. Are you ticklish?Certain parts.

10. Have you ever worn a crown?Nope.

11. Last time you've seen fireworks?New Year's Eve.

12. Who is the last person that leftyou a text message?Sophie.

13. Do you have a black dog?LMAO.

14. Do you have a little black dress?Hehe, how would you react if i say yes? =D

15. What colour is your underwearright now?BLACK. =)

16. Who was the last person you talkedto on the phone?My mummy.

17. Are you missing someone now? Dunno leh.

19. Reason behind why you last cried?Hurt over and over again.

20. How much cash do you have on you?20+ bah.

25. How many rolls of film do you needto get developed?NNB what the fuck is this question asking.

26. If you had to choose between amillion bucks or to be able to changea major regret which would you choose?Im greedy, i wanna have both. =)

27. What’s on your mind right now? Need some sleep.

28. Do you have one deep dark secret?Perhaps.

29. Wouldn't you rather be having sexright now?HAHAHA.

30. Who was the hottest teacher youever had?Hmm cant rmb.

31. What was the last thing you evergot grounded for? Go home too late?

33. Do you have any strange phobias?Not really.

35. Are your parentsmarried/separated/divorced?MARRIED.

36. What did you fear was going to getyou at night as a child?Your mother la.

37.When you are old enough are yougetting any tattoos? Anytime i like it?

38. Is there anybody you just wishwould fall off the planet? Duno.

39. Do you crack your knuckles?Duh.

40. What's one thing that can alwaysbe found in your refrigerator? Coldness.LOL.

41. What colour are your bed sheets?Colourful. =P

42. How many kids do you plan having?100? hahaha.

43. If you could kiss anyone who wouldit be? Selina or Jolin? =P

44. How would you rather die?Peacefully and naturally.

45. Have you ever been in love? Erm if i said no?

46. When is the last time you went outof the state?Cant rmb.

47. Have you ever had a true one-nightstand?haha no.

48. what would you spend a milliondollars on? Must plan carefully.

49. We are all human; do you think wejudge someone for a past indiscretion?Chim seh...

50.Generally, in life, what makes you happy? To be able to continue living each day is a happy thing to me. :)

Oh btw ignore the question numbers. Some are just missing.. haha.

THATS ALL FOLKS!!

No particular topic to blog about today but just a sudden urge to post smth random. lol. Life's been pretty boring at work. But i like, i get to slack my day off doing nth but i still get paid. & im considering to become a promoter aft my contract at Robinsons end! =)
Oh ya! My fav team Phoenix Suns(NBA) just kicked Denver Nuggets(NBA) ass with 20 3-pointers! HAHAHA. 20 x 3 = 60 points. Isn't that awesome? Yeah perhaps its pretty dumb to blog abt this but i said its a random post. =D
Oh ya i think i got half of my pay alr! Tmr going to check it out and gonna withdraw some money for shopping! Alright i think i've been random enough. BYE!

If you're happy with your life now, i'll gladly wish you all the best. :)

i still cant believe he'd steal. from the 10 days i know him, he doesnt look the sort who would steal at all. He's a honest chap, seriously. He dint have any motive to steal the bag at all. His parents were waiting for him to knock off already. Couldnt he ask his parents to pay for it? He said he'd be back to chat with me cos he was waiting for another colleague. But when he didnt appear, it didnt occur to me that something like this happened until when the store was closed, our manager called us for a meeting and told us one of our temp staff was caught stealing. At that moment i didnt read much into it at all... Only when i saw him being interrogated by the police.

Till now, i cant figure out why he had to do it. It was his last day at work. He got into the JC orientation thing. Why make such a foolish mistake that can affect ur future greatly? It wasnt worth it at all, really. Even though i only knew him for 10 days, a very short period of time. But he's still a friend and colleague of mine whom i can get along well with. I was really taken aback when i found out he was the one. There was too many reasons he need not have to resort to stealing at all. Initially, we even tried to convince ourselves with possiblities that he was accused, lost his receipt or smth like that. But in the end, the truth was otherwise and often hurting.

This is the second case of the friends around me caught stealing. I hope there wont be any more of this. Dont give in to temptations. If you want it so much, work hard for it. If u are successful in stealing for the first time, the second time, you wont be successful forever. Money can be earned. But not your conscience, not your future. Everything you do has their consequences.

Think THRICE before you act.

A brand new year, a brand new start.

I'm back!!! First post of 2008!

Okay just to tell you guys my router corked up recently and i wasnt able to use my internet for like 1..2...3...4...5...6 days! Close to a week & i've survived this critical period. lol. Internet is like so important to me, or perhaps most of us. Everyday use you see! =)

Alright it's my first post so i want to wish everyone a great 2008 ahead! Bid goodbye to all the unhappy stuff that happened in 2007! Well, to me, 2007 was a year full of ups and downs. Problems in friendship, kinship and also love. BUT!!! It's all in the past now!

A brand new year, a brand new start! Thats my title of this post. =) This is also the first time i wrote a title for my posts.

Spent my new year eve with my clique and count down at Esplanade. Watched AvP2 in the afternoon and it doesnt seem to be a very good show compared to AvP1( though i dint watch first one =P ) cos its like soooooooooo draggy. I predicted there would be AvP3 and it really did. -.- okay this is not of any importance.

Ate seoul garden with Julian's girlfriend, Xueping + her clique. Julian made a fcuking silly bet with the 3 of us and he lost. And i mean lost heavily! He had to fork out $100 for our dinner lol. Let this be a lesson to him cos he's always saying " Money isnt a problem... " Lol like he's the son of Bill Gates or smth.

Then...FIREWORKS! Damn i swear the fireworks was much much better than last year's. A pity it only lasted about 8 mins long.. i wished it was longer. And it's a pity i didnt watch it with any lover but with gays. Oops i meant guys. It was damn crowded and we had to squeeze. It wasnt a big problem until many banglas got in our way and the smell they give off is you know i know one la. Many also took advantage of the situation to molest girls. I witnessed some cases. Girls do take care of yourselves and protect ur own important places especially in crowded places!

Okay, i hope this year would be exciting and full of pleasant surprises. I want to live everyday to the fullest and enjoy like there's no tomorrow!

O lvl results are going to be released soon. Like in 2 weeks time? So nervous but i know it doesnt help. I havent made up my mind which poly to go. SCARLI i can make it to a JC? lol! Sounds pretty impossible though. I just pray for the better. :)

TAGS

Yuting: Yeah theodore is so cute! Yup im wking at Robinsons @ RC. I most probably going poly i guess. Yeah the vocalist is a male! Modern Fei Yu Qing lol.

Js: Thanks & have a great year ahead!

kEN! : Hahaha cannt listen to my zaoxia right. Also good la, less noise pollution right. Go same poly & perhaps i'll sing to u ! Lol. Have a great 2008!

ames: Hey i think i saw u @ Yishun mrt on Wed..but no time to say hi cos i had to board train to work.. was running late. Hahaha, we nv drift away la. Just nv meet up mah, i think we can still joke like we do when we meet up. =)