I missed the basketball trial today.

Why is it always because of my indecisiveness that led to me doing things i'll regret not doing and wanting to do it badly?

Does this mean i've no chance to join basketball in SP now? I seriously have no idea. And dont know which CCA to join if there's no basketball for me. =/
Other CCAs seem not as interesting to me now. Im told CCAs are essential to get into University, seems like i have to make plans.
I tell myself, i musn't be indecisive no more.

Sorry, darling. =|

Fuck the indecisiveness in me.