I guess everything is alright now. [:

Finally 雨过天晴 le! Haha. A burden off my chest at last.

Oh yah piece of good news for myself.

I've found a job!!!

It's at Robinsons but i only start work on 13Dec to 13Jan.

In addition:

• I cannot be late for all working days
• No MCs or unpaid leave
• Cannot be late for more than 15mins and cannot leave early.

Lol. If i abide by the terms and conditions, an extra amount of $220 would enter my pocket! =D

So i better be as fit as superman for that one month. =)

But i need a short, temporary job to kill time and also earn some income before 13 Dec.

Any recommendations, anyone?

I'm feeling so happy that i can smile for 24 hours non-stop lol.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay, just being random.

Ciaos, gotta prepare to meet my clique.

Oh yah ( its 1230am ) haha, night life. =P (Morning i meant.)

Played ball with the usuals today. First CC got the stupid wushu thing, so we went to 219 and then the taiji women wanted to use the court. They only have like less than 10 ppl and they want to have the whole court to themselves. -.- Lame shitttttt. Damn the strain on my arm.

It's getting on my nerves.

I wont know what to say when i see you, i wont know what to do at all.

Im having second thoughts whether to go for the chalet.

Sigh.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk man.

Perhaps i phrased my words wrongly and it gave you a very wrong meaning of what im trying to say. We didn't expect you to GET a job for us, only wanted you to make a call. It was what you said you would do initially. And for those days that we couldnt reach you on the phone and didnt see you. How do we know you're actually working?

And you also told us you'd go MIA after the chalet, i just thought u really did that.

It was out of care and concern from all of us. Maybe we just didnt express it the way it should be.

But after julian informed us that you were working everyday then we knew the whole story.

How can you say we dont trust you? This sentence seems a bit too serious to be used among the four of us.

I already sent a msg to you to explain the whole thing. It's up to you to accept it now...

some people said friends would last forever.

i hope its true.

It's been so long since we last contacted.

I guess your life is much better, much more peaceful without me.

If i could choose again, i guess i'd choose the other path which is longer.

I'd choose to be your good friend. I suppose it'll last longer.

Since i made the wrong choice and things have come to this, perhaps we aint even close friends anymore.

Live on with your life happily, there will always be someone out there praying you'll find your happiness soon.

This is all i can do for you.

I loved you, but not anymore.

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开

My day started off negatively.

Met up with Julian & Calvin, first thing they did was to quarrel. & all i could do, was to point out their mistakes to them. but it didnt seemed to help at all. Somehow they became on good terms after awhile.

Then as i thought 雨过天晴 already, conflicts occured yet again. Sigh, i could only watch helplessly and couldnt stop them.

Quarrels after quarrels. Someone tell me what's true friendship please.

In the end, things changed for the better i think. Julian treated us to Pizzahut for dinner. damn rich lah him. money spend like water. =X but we had a great time [:

After that wanted to take 969 back to Yishun from woodlands, but julian's "good" idea to take 856 took about 1 hour to reach yishun when we could like reach in 30mins? I vowed not to take bus 856 unless necessary. hahaha. dumb.

It's best not to make a promise about any recommendations for jobs if u aint sure that u can keep that promise. Especially when its concerning your own close friends. ( brothers ) At least dont give us false hope. If you know who you are and happen to see this, dont be offended i dont mean anything.

Will our friendship last?

It's been 8 years with the three of you. I really hope we could keep this friendship going till the day we leave the world. Time will test and show how strong our friendship is.

Hopefully it's strong, as strong as how i think it is.

Please dont prove me wrong, brothers.

ANYONE WITH LOBANG FOR JOB PLS RECOMMEND ME. I'M DESPERATELY IN NEED OF MONEY. THANK YOU! [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!

The cake tasted weird, or should i say awful? Oh well, pathetic birthday cake.

Felt so guilty. Tsktsktsk.

Sometimes i'll think how much my mum has done for me. She's always taking care of me when i'm sick, offers me advice when i confide in her, always calling to know my whereabouts ( this is showing care&concern! ) although i always find her naggy. But this is definitely not my true feelings. I know she loves and cares about me!

I LOVE YOU TOO, MUM! [:

I've been slacking my days off this few days. Really rotting if this continues. I'd rather work till im dead tired everyday, at least i'll be doing something and earning an income.

JOB HUNTING~~~

Ciaos.

I'm back from chalet! [:

First day of the chalet was the best i think, with some of the primary school mates who came at night for the BBQ. Only Yvonne and Kimberly stayed for the night, we played games and drank and had a looooooooooooong chat till daybreak. The two then left in the afternoon the following day. So only the four of us (guys) were left in the chalet, went swimming after some time.

Corine then came to the chalet with Mac( our dinner! ) in the evening and we just slacked our time away. The night was damn boring and lifeless.

Damn, i made the chalet sound so boring. But truthfully i only enjoyed myself on the first day of the chalet. It was rather heartwarming to see my primary school friends after so long. (:

I wished you'd come to the chalet initially like you promised to. But i didnt carry much hopes gradually. Perhaps im not intending to, anymore. I thought about alot of stuff when i was drinking.

I should let go.
I should move on.

And by the way, i dont know whether i should say im jobless now or not. My waiter job is rather unstable, as in the schedules. Perhaps i'll be finding a stable and permanent job. Wasted money to buy black shoes. -.-

I'm broke after this chalet!!!

Fuck this lifeless life.