Life's been full of ups and downs.
& i gotta really start studying, i mean serious studying. =/
Holidays is ending..MST coming... -.-
Today, Black Friday the 13th obviously didnt went well for me. Those whom i told will know what happened to me.
Fucking hell.

Is being understanding so difficult?
Practising what you preach is definitely important.
I want to run away.

试着让身边很吵闹

好好想念你的怀抱

某一秒我竟微笑 体会你扬起的嘴角 悲伤的呼唤

也许在跟自己比较 让你哭过是我不好 太自责话都变少 然而你还是最美好

要让你知道

做得到 不管相爱总会有一些低潮

我爱你就应该对你越来越好 现在只想忽然把你抱得高高 看着你笑我也笑 别自寻烦恼

做得到 你说再苦也要跟我直到老

我说的每一个承诺会说到做到 感谢你坚强勇敢让我很骄傲 你所想要的爱我能做得到

也许在跟自己比较 让你哭过是我不好 太自责话都变少 然而你还是最美好要让你知道

做得到 不管相爱总会有一些低潮

我爱你就应该对你越来越好 现在只想忽然把你抱得高高 看着你笑我也笑 别自寻烦恼

做得到你 说再苦也要跟我直到老

我说的每一个承诺会说到做到 感谢你坚强勇敢让我很骄傲 你所想要的爱我能做得到

原谅我内心交战让你好难过 我能给你的爱没有做不到

Have i really failed as a boyfriend?
Judging from how it is, i seem to have inflicted more sadness than happiness..
I dont want history to repeat. I think this is karma.

Sometimes, i get too over-indulged that what i do will bring you happiness and smiles.
Maybe i neglected how you'd feel. I guess its all my fault.
But those words that you said... perhaps in a moment of pique, totally killed me.

Its the holidays, like finally. (: Something to be happy about uh?

Anyway, Happy Birthday to Yoketing!

Thursday's presentation for Ideas went well for our group ( Louis, Lawrence, James & Me ) but not as good for the other 3 groups. Nevermind, do well for the 2nd presentation guys! =)

Friday's presentation performance for IEB wasnt what i expected from myself, prepared the notes but forgot to bring. -.- How great is that? Then i tried to memorise, but there's pauses here and there, making my presentation not very smooth. Sigh. Hope i didnt bring down the team's marks.

Oh yah Friday our class's dress code was formal wear! Everyone looked smart. Guys were handsome. Girls were gorgeous. (Erm... to be fair to everyone. =P)

We went to Bugis for dinner after school. Not the whole class though.

Time for some photos man!

While waiting for seats outside Swensens.

Trying to act emo!

Left earlier to meet Huiqi and there were 5 people left at Bugis, walking aimlessly, who formed "La Selle 5". Lol. A pity i couldnt be their member. Hahaha.

My pay is delayed; now i have to wait for it to come before i can buy my guitar. And maybe save up for my handphone! =) I need a pair of new basketball shoes. Sigh, money please drop from the sky. =/

My brain is almost dead. Time to rest my body after a long day at Sentosa and balling at night.

Nights.

Oh yah, not to forget updating about my life now.
Well, im actually buried alive. By the never-ending projects and quizzes/tests.
Projects and assignments are like free of charge. Oh yeah they definitely are. But shouldnt free stuff be out of stock quickly? I hope this applies to my heavy workload in school.
It's been long since i enjoyed myself to the fullest with my gf and friends.
It's been long since i went out with my family during weekends.
How good it would be if i spend a whole day with my gf watching dvds, cooking meals together, playing basketball together or just studying in mac tgtr would be great. =) Im a simple and easily contented person okay.
How great it would be if i could play bball with the guys and spend a night over at Bingy's MANSION and fooling around catching up with each other through out the night.
How wonderful it would be to spend a day at Sentosa with my buddies ( cal, ju, zx ) and just relax while sun-tanning.
Well well well, just have to endure the last 3 days of school this week and its the long-awaited holidays! But this is also a period for us to really study hard for the mid-year exams we gonna sit for right after the hols. -.- 3 weeks is short, definitely.
Alright its time to sleep.
Eyelids are getting heavier.....and heavier....