HAPPY 17th BIRDDAY TO ZACSON ONG ZHONG SHOU!!! =)

Just wished him happy birthday online in a mass convo and we planned to flood him with greetings together. Though it wasnt v meaningful but still quite fun to crap around. :)

Hope you'll like the present we bought for you!

I think its heartwarming for a clique of friends to meet up every now and then to catch up with each other and make the best out of the time we have together. At least for now we will still buy presents for one another..

:)

I missed the basketball trial today.

Why is it always because of my indecisiveness that led to me doing things i'll regret not doing and wanting to do it badly?

Does this mean i've no chance to join basketball in SP now? I seriously have no idea. And dont know which CCA to join if there's no basketball for me. =/
Other CCAs seem not as interesting to me now. Im told CCAs are essential to get into University, seems like i have to make plans.
I tell myself, i musn't be indecisive no more.

Sorry, darling. =|

Fuck the indecisiveness in me.

This will be an emo post, if you're not interested you can just fuck the hell outta here. Thanks.
It's just the first week of school and there's already projects and assignments. Is it just our course or this applies to others as well? Fuck this hectic schedule man.
I thought poly life would be rather slack but that's not the truth. I've decided to quit my part-time job and seriously put more attention on studying. I dont wanna live to regret not doing what i should.
Friday today and played ball with the guys at some somehow isolated basketball court in semb. Didnt play well and seemed to have lost my touch and chemistry with the team. Sigh.
Im feeling strong emo-ness in me. Everything doesnt seem to be happening smoothly, i know not everything will go the way you want it to. But...some things are just not going as planned.

So much that i want to say out, but something is holding me back.
I cant speak, im losing the voice that's inside of me.
I feel helpless, like there's no one else beside me who will lend me a helping hand.
I'm losing my breath, it's slowly fading away, bit by bit.
And gone.
Just when i needed you most.

Alright. It's the first official school day in SP today. Didnt feel especially nervous but felt extremely tired. Lessons were okay initially until the lecturer got too carried away in his own world to care whether we were paying attention or not, cos he was rather naggy and i soon dozed off... tried to remain awake but found it quite difficult to do so. -_- Learnt about some amath stuff which im unfamiliar with but it should be no problem with such an enthu lecturer i have. :)
Second half of e day was crappish cos we didnt have the required software and couldnt download it i guess it was due to heavy traffic in the server. So the supposedly-end-at-3pm lesson ended 1 1/2 hrs earlier and we were told to go to a place to solve that problem but seems like it was futile. Wasted the time there rotting away. -.-
Met huiqi aft that with the hope of going to watch bball competition but a pity she arrived late so we had to change our plans at the very last min. So we went vivo and visited the Puma staff there. Had a not long not short talk with them before grabbing a bite at the food centre nearby den headed for home after that. Thats about it for today. Pray hard that tomorrow will be a better day. Though my lessons are like 10 to 5.30. May god bless me!


Can someone guide me how to manage my time properly between school, girlfriend, family, friends and even work? ( Ranking not in any special order ) 24 hours is really not enough. Or maybe i have poor time management. Or maybe i need more time to adapt to the new life instead of the working and active night life during the holidays. Having to work on weekends after studying for 5 weekdays in a week will be seriously tedious for me, or anyone else. I know i have to get myself prepared for studies now. Then at the same time i don wish to neglect my girl, when im with her, i feel that i cant neglect my family too. So what shld i do? I cant multiply myself can i? I've seen successful cases of people who can juggle their time well between all the important people in their lives and i seriously wish i can be like them. Maybe i should quit my job, study hard on weekdays and then play hard on weekends. If not i doubt i'll have time for my friends and family at all. I hope things will just work out fine...and hope my family understand how i feel. Though they will never do, i think.

I came across my first blog accidentally and read a few posts and decided i cant continue reading on. I felt so disgusted with the twit way i typed. Please try not to laugh at the following paragraphs, because i believe YOU once typed like that too.
im dead. sho dead.. todae ish a badd dayy...came 2 sch and ppl told miie moii name was writen down by DM cos i left bks under e table. tats so dumb lorx. jus cos of tat den i tio by dm..farkk..den in chi class use hp let mr ang see somemore..den during maths class he 'spanked' miie siahx. he might as well don hit mii. its lyk so gentle lor..i expectted a harder one..haha i was lucky.
Im like what-the-fuck why did i type like gu niang like that? Okay maybe its all in our growing up process. =D That was 3 years ago post. Lol.

Learn to grow up.

School's starting tomorrow already! Mixed feelings inside of me about school. So afraid i cant cope with schoolwork. And too used to holidays life for so many months already. =( Gotta wake up at 7 tmr!
I cant breathe recently due to an excess of mucus in my nose that prevented the air from going in. -.- Feels weird having to open ur mouth regularly to breathe in air. Im not a fish mind you!
Met up with school clique at Bing's house and spent the night over there. Becos i had to work the following day, i didnt join them for bball session. Such a pity cos its been a long time since everyone met up together already.
My CDW is back from camp! And she surprised me ytd night! =D
Days without you were hard to survive, days with you are great moments in life! :P
Shall update with some photos soon. Goodbye. :)

My CDW went for orientation camp!! Sigh, didnt want to be cheesy or what but i really miss her so badly. Can you feel it, CDW? = Wished Sat night can arrive soon.. =D

Many things happened in this clique of mine(j,c,x) to almost everyone and i guess its all negative stuff. Well, shit happens and we can do nothing about it. Just hope it will be " sunshine after the rain " . =)

Oh yah, poly's starting next week. I feel kinda nervous , or maybe i always do on the first few days of school. And it marks a different life for me and my fellow friends too. The SP orientation was rather boring i think, or maybe cos i didnt attend the fun parts of it thats why. Missing out on the camp was something i regret too. But well, since its past so no point brooding over it anymore. Shall look forward to more exciting events in poly! And hope i'd still have time for all my friends and also my CDW!!

I feel i havent been spending time with my family. I cant even exchange more than 10 sentences with my parents in a day. Always returning home in the wee hours and leaving house in the morning. Sometimes i wouldnt even see my dad at all. Sigh, poor time management? Fuck it.

I'll be working and studying still after i start school unless i find it hard to cope with schoolwork and projects. Flag day today was boring shit. Couldnt stand standing after an hour or so. Den tried to slack with ZS whenever we could. Went far east there to buy bubble tea and rested and PSP-ed too. Den went off for lunch around 12+ then back to SP to return the tins and stuff. So damn shag can. Merely 4 hours of sleep wasnt enough for the whole day today. Yeah and that means i gtg meet my bed and snuggle in it now.
Good night folks.
I love you.

Okay it has been long since i last updated. It's already the start of a new month April. This means something negative and also positive at the same time, depending on how you see it. The bad thing - Poly's starting soon which means cannot slack around like we all did in the holidays. It'll be hard to meet up with your old friends as we'll all head towards different paths and embark on a new journey already. The good thing - At least something to keep one occupied if you havent been doing anyth meaningful throughout this long holidays, and perhaps making new friends in the process too? Well you have to learn to build healthy social relationships with people in poly, it actually prepares us for our future when we finally step into the working society, where everyone may be wearing masks. A mask that hides all the evil side underneath it. Alright this is just random crap.

Conflicts between brothers have been resolved and i know we're all glad about it. I mean, who would rather quarrel or be in a cold war than being able to joke normally with you friends. The friendship between us wouldnt be broken so easily. Brothers for life. :)

Havent been updating due to my hectic work schedule cos the times i normally reach home would be early morning when its a usual time to be on bed. Working really made me feel i neglected my bed in the past few years or months. Even off days i cant seem to get enough rest cos there's always activities lined up. Sometimes its good to rot a day away at home just by watching some shows, using the com etc. There's actually quite a few people whom i havent met for a very long time and i want to meet them but i've no time at all. :(

Freshmen orientation next week on the 7th. -.- It'd better not be some lame shit if not i'd just skip this stupid shit that wastes my time. The thought of having to travel all the way to Dover mrt and squeezing with the students during the peak hours kills me. Imagine having to do it as a daily routine. Sigh.

I think im dying from lack of sleep. So i gtg. Sorry for the wordy post, maybe i should have written in point form. =D

You can put the blame on me.

Replies to tags

Vincent: Yup everything is alright so let bygones be bygones! Bros4life!

xinyi: Hahaha have la i feel so honoured can! =P takecare!

JonathanTeo: Lol yeah man. Bros4life!

Yoketing: Hey let's catch up soon! Havent been talking to you properly for ages. I know you sure complain and curse me behind my back. Hahaha. Just kidding yo. =P

zACsON: Of course! Wont let this small thing affect our friendship yah. =) Dont worry.

FIDIRIA: Oh okay. So you've created a blog of your own too. :) Thats cool, will pop by ur blog sometimes!

CDW: Lol, 2nd oso nt 1st. Still dare to say out, xia suay lor. =P Haha kidding! I'll download some games we can play together! :) <3

ZhixionG: Haha this one jiang hua ke yi man! We start school on the same day right? Haha but our school at two diff sides -.- Meet up together soon! =)