Been down with flu and cough this few days, all thanks to my family members who contributed by spreading the virus to me. Perhaps i'll make this an excuse to skip school on monday. =X

Added a song to my blog which is Ru Guo Ni Ye Ting Shuo by Zhang Hui Mei. It's a very sentimental love song which actually touches my heart deeply. Listen to the song with your heart and take note of the lyrics. The composer of the song is Jay Chou! (:

Feeling so damn weak now, wanted to go gym today but i doubt its possible now, i may just faint on the way there. Not many days left to the day of graduation, having mixed feelings. Im looking forward to that day but also hoping it wont come so fast. Sigh, humans. Only 8 schooling days left.

Went to friendster and check out some profiles, really cant stand those tweety language like " iie hartt ue " & "tiiongxiim" blahblahblah. No offence to the users of this language too, but it just makes me feel giddy just to read those words. Sometimes these profiles actually reflects how immature you are but some people label themselves as mature still. Check out the meaning of the word before you actually use it, that term is not self-defined dude. And again im not talking about any particular person. (:

As we go on, we remember, all the times we had together...

I wish i had the courage to face up to my own feelings.

I'm gonna introduce to you people my dream girl! hahaha, she's Selina from S.H.E! She's so cute, bubbly and cheerful. Here are some photos of her! (:

Princess Selina (:

Style.

Ah-Lian hair colour.

Hottt & Sexaye.

Kawaii!

Alright, just a random post cos she's really cute! =)

Graduation day's approaching, must buy presents !

The Final Separation.

Wow, today was a great day. Studied with my clique at BG's house today in e afternoon and headed for dinner at Prata Place and cycled around the estate and up to the Upper Seletar Reservoir. damn, it was super tiring to ride up those steep slopes. There wasnt enough bikes for all of us so 1 of us had to be ridden by the other. I'm always the unlucky one, then end up having to walk up the slope. But overall it was really a fun day today. (:

Anyway, didn't had time to meet some friends today. Another clique of mine arranged to meet up at night but didn't had the time/energy for them. Feel rather guilty for my bad time management too. & sorry to her for not being able to meet up ( shld know who u are [: )

Jonathan always gets himself injured when he goes to BG's house, lol but today is because he act shuai when riding bike and end up with a cut on his leg. Hope you''ll be fine soon! (:

Recently addicted to A-mei's old songs, they're so nice! (RANDOM)

How long can my secondary school friendships last? This question has been constantly running in my mind. I wonder if we'll still meet out like we do after O levels, to play basketball, chit-chat or go shopping. My mum told me " Everyone have to move on with their own lives, go separate ways in life. You can't possibly always stay in the same spot forever. " It made quite alot of sense to me. Just hate separations...

Hopefully after graduating we'll still meet out often & catch up with one another. Or at least keep in touch online or greeting each other on the streets when we see each other. (:

Getting so tired now, gotta head for my comfy bed! Nights people!

[:

state of confusion.

I've been dreaming bout the same thing lately, is it because i miss her too much? And everytime i wake up from the dream, it's back to reality - where everything is back to how it was. Reality is indeed cruel. I wish i can live in that beautiful dream. Everything was going so smoothly, why did it become like this...?

I spent some time alone to think about some stuff. Alot of memories came flowing back, both pleasant & unpleasant ones. I feel rather indebted to some ppl that i didn't cherish or didn't treat them the way i should. Well, i sincerely hope that their lives are much better now & that they have found someone better too. If only we can filter our memories, do away with the unpleasant ones & only leave the pleasant memories in our heart.

Even my studies are in a mess! Not to mention other stuff.

I feel like a total loser.

Perhaps people will think this is an emo post but whatever, i cant really be bothered to explain myself cos i think it's pointless. It's my blog & my own freedom of speech, and also its my way to voice out my feelings (: The chances of this blog surviving is increasing.

Studying session tomorrow!

The Final Nightmare - 'O' Levels

Prelims results are out this week already, and true to my prediction i didn't do well, or shld i say i didn't do as well as what i expected myself to. Sigh, just a few more weeks to go to O levels. feel so unprepared still, i wished there is more time till the Os. Graduation day's approaching too, the thought of leaving the school and to be separated from my friends....damn.

I think i'll have to instil some self-discipline in myself to study hard, perhaps not going to update this blog for quite some time unless i'm free. (:

Guys, cherish the time we have left in the school, be it with ur clique, classmates or teachers.

Hmmm, i shall dedicate a post to all the people i wanna thank before/on/after graduation day! Need to write scripts first. hahaha.

BYE PEOPLE. (: STUDY!

who was there for me when i was down?

it's just so heartbreaking.

those feelings that are kept deep inside me,

have become a misery,

that no one understands.

fucked up life.

Prelims are finally OVER! It's time to take a short break and really relax myself, been kinda stressed during the exam period. But when i say a short break, it's really really short. Soon it'll be the major thing in life - O levels. Also said to be the final nightmare of our sec sch life. Haha! So i played ball with the guys after the prelims and initially planned to go out but it was cancelled in the end. Moodless? zzz.
I decided to put some random photos in my post, it's my FIRST time. Hopefully it'll be of some entertainment value to my blog readers. (actually i don't know if i've any, haha.)

Ah Ma House (:

The 'Neighbourhood'.

My baby cousin with my grandmother (:

This is what i will do when im bored. :X

When I was young (:

Alright, just some random photos to show all of you. Also testing my blogging skills at the same time. Had some problems posting these photos, i put in alot effort leh. & a BIG THANK YOU to Vincent and Zacson for guiding me on picture posting. I must get use to posting photos! haha. nothing much to be said already. BYE PEOPLE! (:
TATA~

Alright! Been a few days since i updated, busy studying you see (:

Okay, im here to blog with a purpose - that is to do a quiz that i've been asked to do so. :D

this quiz is to write ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.

& at the end, you'll have to find another six players to do this quiz and of course u cant ask the same person who tagged you to do it. Common sense okaye? (:

1) "Alex" is a name i gave to myself, which it doesnt appear in my birth cert nor IC.

2) I am a Malaysian for those who dont know. ( lol so random )

3) I'm super prone to injuries, especially my ankles.

4) I've never read a book from start to the end before.

5) I'm never interested in shows like Harry Potter, Lord of the Ring. (God knows why.)

6) I dont like girls with 'butch' hairstyles.

7) I wake up with double eyelids only in my left eye every morning.( but they disappear soon after, SIGH)

8) I dont like to see girls who dont sit properly. (esp girlfren/ girl-friend)

9) I know every song of Jay Chou. ( my super idol. [: )

10) I dream to be a professional basketball player in future. ( haha, so unrealistic. :x )

Well, i've come to an end of the quiz. Let's see who will be lucky enough to be tagged by me! I think those who are chosen are those that i've linked. So sorry. Lol.

Next 6 Players: Alicia Ho, Ferran Tan, Jolene Lee, Chia Ming Xuan, Yuting & Zacson Ong!

Okay, hopefully these people will see this post and do the quiz. (:

Oh ya, tmr's the last day of prelims! Dont know whether its something to be glad about or worried about. Because results will be out and it also indicates the nearing of O levels... Well, just wanna relax after tomorrow!

I want to watch horror shows! Apartment 1303 & The 19th Gate of Hell. Of course i need to find people who're willing to watch it, cos i wouldnt watch a movie alone.

It's back to studying now! (: Bye guys, study hard for the last paper.

i wished you knew.

it's back to school, back to prelims & back to the no-life situation. nowhere to go after school except home. today's history paper was average but chinese paper turned out to be hell difficult. im wondering - has my chinese standard dropped or is the difficulty of the paper increasing? i definitely hope the O level paper would be much easier.

tomorrow's another setback again - E.Math paper 2 . i dont hope for anything else other than a pass, be it a borderline one or whatever pass you call it. who wants failures anyway?

alright, short post today. gotta start mugging!

new computer & wardrobe coming my way! (:

& i love you still.

went to visit julian becos of his dislocated ankle ytd night and spent hours chit-chatting & watching horror show at his hse. men's talk yeah. it's been quite long since the 4 of us met up and we all are making plans for our future already. what to do after my O' levels? where do i go then? & im gonna start saving for many many stuff that i want to get and also for chalet. (:

holidays are coming to an end already. it's gonna be back to exams period and mugging time people, enjoy the last 2 days of ur holidays if u'd spent the other days doing intense revision, or if u've not, better start now! it's better late than never. [: (the latter applies to me lar.)

can't wait for Os to be over, i want to play like there's no tomorrow man!

work hard for it people!!

RANDOM: mini poppers are nice (:

i dont want my life to be full of regrets.

damn, felt like i wasted the whole of today. tried to study but it just didn't get into my head.

went to play basketball at night AGAIN. just 3 more days to 2nd round of prelims...

cycled home to take basketball & i lost my keychain, and worse thing is i only realised it when i reached home. tried to find it on the way back to cc but couldnt. felt so hopeless at that moment.

but guess what? i found it when i cycled home after playing on the road! nearly got banged when i sudden brake to retrieve that keychain..it's of special importance to me okay.

so, does this show that with perseverance & determination, nothing is impossible? haha, so lame and random i know.

i need something to brighten up my life!

but what is it? zzz....

NEED TO GO GYM!

(:

havent been updating for a few days as my life isn't that happening. didnt really do any intense revision & instead i continued to play n slack my time away. damn, just cant instil any self-discipline in myself.. but perhaps i shld be glad that at least i studied okay. i suddenly remembered a so-called 'ninja' video that i saw ages ago on youtube. so decided to share it with you guys.. take a look at it but ignore the last part of the video. this originated from either the Russians or the French. but well, it's not the main point anyway.




i take my hat off to this guys for their jumping abilities and their fearlessness.
holidays are ending people! so do spend ur remaining time wisely... & study hard!

DON'T get on my NERVES.

i seriously had ENOUGH.

perhaps i was a fool.

but not anymore.

FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.

past two days were boring like hell man. didn't even step out from my comfort zone at all. no interesting activities. merely did some revision at home & slacked e rest of e time away. played pool for awhile just now with calvin..

OH MAN! tmr gotta go back to school for history lesson & physics lesson. no lazing on bed for me tmr!!!

got a sudden urge to play basketball despite my mind keep telling me to spend my time studying & not playing. its 12am already! but im still full of energy, die die die. gotta pop sleeping pills later =P

alright. i think i seriously need to get a life. blog is getting so boring w/o any topics to blog about. zzz. going to lalaland now~~~ tata.

i give up.